^.^

Friday, December 31, 2010

alone in a dark room

what the hack!
luckily my laptop stil have battery,
supply me a bit light...
i'm nw stuck in a dark room,
whole hostel no electric supply...
n my point is i'm alone =(

juz nw already once, but that time stil earlier,
but now.............argh!

wat i want to tel is

actuali i'm very scare now................T_T

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

coursework mark

PNP 54
pr writing 56
pop 64
consumer behavior 88
moral dan etika 86


arrrrr............1st time get less than 60!
very inconsistent, like a roller coaster...
some is high and some is low... lolz
but nvm, i'll try my best in final...=/
finally,
good luck to all my fren who having final =)

Monday, December 20, 2010

理由

韦礼安 - 理由

作词:韦礼安 作曲:韦礼安


想要努力用功 但是头有点痛
作业还有很多 明天再做
想要歌写很多 想要努力练球
但是时间永远不够

是谁乱动我的生理时钟
害我更堕落
害我不想动
是谁乱动我的schedule
还没做的那么多

找许多的理由 许多的藉口
让自己不往前走
我找许多的理由 许多的藉口
让自己不用去行动 继续的做梦
只需要心动

肚子肥肉很多 应该努力运动
但是今天腰有点痛
脸上痘痘很多 不该熬夜太久
但是真的想打电动

到底还要 沉默到什么时候
为什么不能够 想要做
就立刻做 不要拖

dis lyric quite sui me....lolz

Sunday, December 19, 2010

SSG~

这是为你们而写的文章,算文章吧!虽然会有废话的成分,哈哈!
一次的旅行,把我们变成了一伙,
至于内容嘛,那篇什么沙滩见证的已经帮我写出心声了~
专长是酸人!哈哈,不过我都懂你们只是嘴巴说说而已,没什么的。
大家都是玩得起的人~ 有时候还蛮享受看你们酸人的,就算中的是我,也就算我每次给那种显掉的反应~
我都无所谓啦,相信你们也是~
没玩就没得笑,所以尽情玩尽情酸,这样才是我们~
也很喜欢和你们一起去喝茶旅行,一个字形容“fun”~ 哈哈
明天和你们一起去pavilion看雪,虽然没有yeang说的"米"雪(哈哈哈哈哈哈哈),可是是去感受下气氛而已~
希望我们永远维持像现在这样的关系,一直到老, 一定很yengzzzzz~ haha
bff~
最近应该都不会来这里了吧,因为考试要到了,要读书了。因为发觉家人真的花了很多钱给我读书,买很多东西给我一下,又特地为我回来煮这个煮那个,又请假的,很感动咧~ 所以我要好好读!!!加油!=D

p/s: today is a good day, good day for me =)although something gone wrong, hehe

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

angry!!

Stop!
can u all dun keep asking me to send my assg for u all and ask me this n that?
sometimes i reali duno!
assg...this is our effort....
everytime u wan to borrow,
i show u all our unwillingness ady u all stil duno?
stil so thick face come take our assg?
1 o 2 time is ok with me....
but can u count how many times u take n ask thing from me??
or i shud borrow my hand 2 let u count?
or u nid few more ppl to lend their hand?
that is ur assg, not mine!
i got trouble, who help me? i think n solve myself...
i can u do y u all cant do it?
i was being forced to be staright forward, n unwilling to help bacause of ur'all attitudes...pls la, u all r in college ady, be smart!

Monday, December 13, 2010

i love you

i love you, although i seldom stay wif u...
i love you, although sometimes i feel that u r so wrong...
i love you, when think of u have a hard life...n u unhappy wif it n kip talk bout it...
i love you, when i leave u...when we are so far...
i love you, sayang u....u r so cute
i love you, fren forever...bff
i love you, when those days...
i love you, when i can't see u...
i love you, love u all...=)
miss you all...

Saturday, December 11, 2010

jason chen

Juz wanna express my appreciation to my idol >>> -jason chen-
like his song so much!
all his song is nice and have his own style~ and i like the style...hehe <3
get to know him when i heard "like the way u lie + not afraid (remix)", den i stared to listen more on his song...and start to feel that he is damn potential in music~
his rap is nice n not annoying, mood feel better when listen his song...
its my emo killer~

i had listen all the song he cover in his fb fan page "jason chen music"....
one word appear in my mind "nice"!! =D
here to recommend jason chen's cover: (my favourite)

1. love the way u lie + not afraid
2. just a dream (ft joseph vincent)
3. just the way you are (ft j.rice)
4. i never break your heart
5. 你不知道的事
6. 童话
7. 草戒指
8. superhuman
9. wedding dress
10.if you want me to stay
11.DJ got us fallin in love + 心跳

stil gt a lot, i wil explore more on his song...haha



p/s : dun think u r a tutor den can simply behave like this, wth!

Thursday, December 9, 2010

烦死了!

从上个星期五,原本以为回到家可以好好休息一下,好好的上个网的,
怎知,一上线就有人来问东问西,问一些有的没的,
一些想也知道的问题,一些有专心上课就会懂得问题,
算!我答。
结果呢?
星期六,礼拜,也一样,
不得安宁,
好好上个网都不行!
我的时间都用在你们身上了!
我还有我自己的东西要做的啊,
我的东西被耽误了你们懂不懂!!!!!!
算了,算我倒霉,我回答你们的问题,
想到星期一不能上网了就不会遇到这样的事了,
怎知,一去到学校,
你们又跑来问,
你们好意思吗?
我不是神啊,
拜托不要用“你这样聪明”的话来当作借口,
我不受!
我不了解你们的情况,可能你们真的不明白才逼不得已来问我,
但是就算问也要有限制,
不要越问越夸张!
叫我把我所做的东西send给你们,
我这样辛辛苦苦作的,你们拿来看,
我要求公平,我不得不要求公平,
不然吃亏的是我,我得到什么?我得到的是浪费了我自己的时间!
还叫我帮你们check,
你以为我时间很多?
你做的题目我根本不了解,
就算我了解你们的题目,
而且你凭什么叫我帮你check?
你们有没有想过我,不要那么自私好吗?
我也有我的东西,
我也要忙的啊!
我不是来回答你们问题的,
就算要问问题,不要问那么费的问题!
请尊重我,能帮的我会帮,
不要越来越依赖!

Friday, December 3, 2010

another rojak post

woo~dis week is juz a sweaty blue week...yucks!
busy wif dis and that...
assg and presentation keep coming...
but i'm successfully past the moral dan etika pembentangan...
such a risk, the content i prepare cannot use, so i think and present on the spot...*clap* =)

ah ha~ laz sunday, haha
overall is nice, music is super duper nice....
i juz enjoy sitting over thr...
but i vomit bcuz gastric pain...
anyway, stil enjoy it...=)

b4 that we went to tao cuisine...
erm, not really satisfy mt stomach,
lolz...
but i do take a lot of picture thr,
and i put the big eye bag picture as my profile picture...hehe

2moro went to facial~ yeah!
i hope it wud b nice~
after that mayb go rebonding my hair...
i scare my hair bcum "bian bian"....
omg, gotta buy "peng song fen"~ whr to buy leh?
lol....any suggest? no suggest?

hmm, next tuesday is awal muharam...(correct spelling?)
plan to be kam ho mui,
but bcuz of the dummy dun hav our own photo,
so v goin to take photo on that day,
and 5 of us be the model...lol
now thinking wat to wear~

currently my weekend in this month was fully booked...weee~
hope all d activities is going on as my schedule stated....
qi dai qi dai~~

hmph,
wat i write does nt arrange chronologically...
haha....bcuz i juz write out wat appear in mind...

that's all...

Thursday, November 25, 2010

- 4 marks. sing k. Tao -

Actually quite sad when got to know my pr writing 2nd assg result...
i got 4 out of 10 marks...
i was totally shocked when i saw the marks...
i never failed in any coursework and this is the first time...
Dun tel me everything have 1st time, but if can avoid, i dun hope i have dis kind of 1st time....damn sad!
now i noe y so many seniors failed this sub...n i started to worry bout it...

ytd went to green box wif "she's" , wakaka...
it was so happening...=D
and a funny thing happened...
while we r enjoying singing, suddenly a guy open the door, v all still! he look at us, n 5 of us look at him...we dunno who r that guy, den the whole situation stop for few second,tik tok tik tok.... den d guy run out the room! lolz...he was entering the wrong room...haha...sounds stupid! den v all keep luffing.....
that day i saw a DOMO pillow, i like it so muccchhh~~~ but no money to buy...ish >.<
i was so enjoy that day, totally put my mind out of study...weeeeeeeeeee~

dis saturday going to Tao restaurant wif d gang...hope it will be a nice day...
that day i will eat 99 like a hungry ghost...RM70 weh! >.<
n very happy bcause can wear leng leng....XD
hope this weekends will be a nice weekend...hehehe~

that's all...bye! XD

Sunday, November 21, 2010

我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

不知道什么风
把这句歌词吹到我这里
啊~是在fb看到的post,
《周杰倫59首歌詞經典意思》
第一首就是《安静》
一直浮现在我脑海
曾经很喜欢这首歌,现在也喜欢啦~
尤其是这句歌词,印象特别深刻 《我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你》
感觉好像很有意思,可是我不明白真正的意思,
直到刚才,
可能是在发呆,
才想到 是不是因为
会放弃一个人,因为太爱她, 爱她比爱自己更多,付出了太多,所以往往会得不到同样的爱,也或许对方并不爱他,所以这样的不平衡令他很痛苦,为了避免这样的痛苦,他不得不放弃~ 对他和他爱的她都好。
歌词的意思
是这样吗? =D

再来,
《藉口》 我知道堅持要走是你受傷的藉口···我知道你的痛是我給的承諾
水能载舟,亦能覆舟;时间是水,爱是舟,时间是可以冲淡爱情的,这个道理她懂。走了,不见面了,不联络了,陌生了,也许刚开始会想念,但也会慢慢看开了,也就是不爱了。其实她也不想走,只是自尊心太强,她不容许一再的被伤害,才狠心做下“走”的决定,那些他实现不到的承诺,令她彻底失望。不让自己失望,就不要给自己希望,不要爱上任何人,就不会有希望,万一爱上了,就放弃吧~ 而放弃,就是“走”,所以她走了。XD

懒惰想了...
bye!XD

Hebe田馥甄-你太猖狂(附加歌詞)

Friday, November 19, 2010

读书 读书

读读读,
星期一考试了,
虽然只是mid term,但是就是很难,
有要明白又要背,背最多!
想到要考试,就不要去喝茶,拒绝了,
可是,我宁愿去咯,反正在家都没心读的~
哎呀! 来不及准备了!=(
不要跟我说有心的话是来得及的,来不及就是来不及,烫直了头发就来得及! 哈哈
写好这篇就去读,真的..=)
加油!

最近,觉得自己变笨了,
要聪明点=)
我的志愿是当个聪明人~ 哈哈

还有,发觉对周围的事越来越没信心了,
就比如assg,我的part差点中ban这样,弄到我没心了,
然后还有很多很多事,搞得我越来越失去信心。
可能是我顾虑太多,
上次才说要看开点,其实我有在努力,
所以也看开了啦。
小事一桩~
不过我多多少少还是被影响到。

昨天跟imiga聊天,
聊了很多,
想起了我的童年回忆~
beauty n the beast, cinderella, snow white, sleeping beauty, and little mermaid~ haha
tom n jerry, casper, mr.bean, doraemon, lao fu zi all appear...~
vampire teeth sweet, monster sweet,playing zombie game, catching fish appear in my mind also....and soooooooooo onnnn......miss that time so much~
现在想起来,觉得以前的我过得还蛮精彩的,
现在退色了。
说着说着,又说到了我在礼品店打工的时候~
怀念~
而最近又去礼品店走,当我看到那些卡片,熊,可爱的装饰品,
我就在那一瞬间,想要开礼品店。
原来我很喜欢礼品的,比我想象中还要喜欢~
想要有自己的礼品店,好好打理它~
可是,没那么简单~真的有这么容易做到吗?
我做到吗?
=)

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Take it easy~

不管你是什么人,聪明,笨蛋,迟钝,成功或失败,人,鬼,妖怪,
你都会遇到问题,
避都避不到,
唯有别让问题打倒自己,
我觉得,
我们可以这样做,
那就是时时刻刻都别把事情看得太重要,
所以遇到难题时,就不会这么烦,因为你不是很在意。
就是所谓的"take it easy"~

如果,
我一直都会这样想,那就好了。
可是偏偏"冲动"太强大,
所以,
我也在很努力的不去理太多,
别人要怎样看,怎样想,没关系~
因为天都还没塌下来,
这算什么问题?
没有过不去的低潮~
所以别人会以为我漠不关心~
没关系~
P/S 虽然我不喜欢堕落,可是我真的觉得你们把“红日”的歌词拿来代表我实在太恶心,不要这样做!哈哈

我体验过一念之差,
在忍和暴发之间必须选一样,
我选择了暴发,
换来的是痛苦,
一次又一次,我还是重蹈覆辙,
最后,
我做到了忍,
结果我觉得忍和痛苦,
忍不算什么...
虽然有时还是做不到,
可是总比之前好。

所以,
我的原则是,看开点,不要把事情看得太严重,要忍~
希望我会做到。

做人很难,
可能我们还做不好,
所以我们还不是人,
所以我们是妖怪,哈哈
无聊~ bye!

Thursday, November 11, 2010

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shud i get one?

sigh!
most of my work need to use internet,
do research la, download dis n dat, send n receive work lah...
lotsa stuff to do with internet...
yes wireless available at hostel canteen but duno whose problem, the router o my lappy, i juz cant surf the net...>.<
come to library den, take about 45 min to fix it, finally i can on9 den blogging here...(doing homework as well) XD
kinda busy actually but stil got time to blogging, hehe...>.<

that's all bullshit,
here's d point...shud i..get a broadband?
saw digi having promotion with the broadband...
rm38 per month, it pretty cheap...
i'm thinking to get one...
but, wonder the line is good enuf?
ask for it...
any suggestion? lolz...
n feel that i'm lost connection with fren without internet...
i dun hope it keep goin lik dat...
shud i? i poke ady lah......>.<

Monday, November 8, 2010

frankly speaking

this entry will sound a bit sarcastic,
but, i have no intention to harm anyone...
juz voice out...=D

emmm...
so many ppl writing bout their fren...
haha, it's a trend...?
i wanna join the trend...
but nobody write bout me...XD
y leh? O.O
but it's ok la...:D
den i write bout myself...
n write bout others lu...

cant be denied, i'm negative thinking most of the time,
most of the time oni, not all the time...XD
proven that i'm a capricorn...hehe
i'm a good secret keeper..haha...n i'm proud of it...
n i like to listen ppl secret... quite shocked when u guys told me your thing...

cant be denied again, i dun like ppl deny me...i'm a human, not air...
so of cuz i prefer ppl treat me as human, not air...
juz wanna be honest on it...
if u noe me well u shud noe it...
but who noe?
unluckily, it always happen on me....=(
but but but, nvm, i will forget bout it...=)
n i will think a way 2 overcome it...=D

frankly speaking, kinda envy those sweet sweet coupleSS...^^
u noe who u r...heee
i'm envy u all, serious...
but no jealous...
but, i wont bcuz of it and simply start a relationship...
mayb the thing happen on few months ago others will think that i will b easily start a relationship wif some1...
here to say that, I'M DEFINITELY NOT THOSE KIND OF PERSON!!
bcuz i'm the one und all the situation...
it ok la if u all not und...XD

the interesting part is coming~~
actuali,actualiiiiii...
i'm a fb stalkerz...hahaha!
i viewed all of ur photos, profile...
aha, dun show it out if u all dun wan ppl to view~
abo what is call social network...
social ma~

n, if u think i'm a hardworking person, den u r wrong...
i'm lazy...juz, everything terpaksa oni...hahahaXD
n, if u think i'm intelligent,
den u r very very wrong...>.<
i'm a slowpoke! i'm not a smart people, but i wanna be a smart people~
shud put a lot of effort geh...

lastly,
nah, leave a place for u la...
thx for counting how many days v noe each other~
even a small matter, it's good enuf to make me happy,
bcuz u r care...XD

that's all...no intention to harm anyone ya...XD
bye...

Friday, November 5, 2010

changing

human are changing everyday, perhaps u din realize it, but i do...
some changing is good, but of course thr is something make me dun feel good =/
style is changing,
hobby is changing,
lifestyle is changing,
personality is changing,
perception is changing,

all of these i can accept,but i just cant accept the changing in frenship and relationship...can i stop it from changing?

frenship is changing
(when i view back all the photo, suddenly realize we are so close b4, but now..)

relationship is changing,
haiz

Friday, October 29, 2010

donate blood o

come back to update my blog again...hehe
i went to donate blood on 26 oct, that is my 1st time...
i wonder wat medicine was eaten, so brave suddenly....XD
actuali is, one day i very relax n sit on the chair, den think of it "wat so difficult to donate blood? juz relax like now,den ntg to fear about it anymore", den it lead me to donate blood...haha...
den on that day, at 1st i kinda scare, but when the nurse injecting needle into my vain, juz feel like biten by ant, not really pain la...=)
everything run smooth, until the nurse found that my blood run too slow, she say bcuz my vain too small...den she keep pusing pusing the needle, wow, that time is quite pain, n i start feel faint...mayb sugar level decrease jor...watching my blood flow out, but feel that quite little oni...not much contribute...but hope it can help others... nice experience!

another thing, wat season is this! all couple-couple having problem...haiz...always support u geh since i really duno how to giv good advice...>.<
actuali feel that sometimes wanna tel u all somethg, but since this is not the correct time so i better be quite 1st, bcuz wat i want to tel bcuz it wont make anyone happy...
but, mayb is i think too much, or mayb...juz mayb la....frenship 4eva...=)

Saturday, October 23, 2010

hmm



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Saturday, October 16, 2010

太多

最近实在发生太多事情,
但是,多数我都把它忽视,
不是逃避,是面对也不能解决,
我不会去想怎样解决了,
因为,终究是已经不能改变的事,
我不会去面对,也不想去面对,
只会,想下次不要再犯同样的错,
很错很错,
要学怎样给EQ高一点,
想把连接心和脸的那条线 剪掉,
因为心总是比较悲,
就算要戴面具,
也要戴一副 好的面具,
不会伤害别人与自己,
那不就好咯..

Thursday, October 14, 2010

yesterday n today

Dunno wat title to put la...
everytime hav 2 think a title, very sienz...XD
since the thing i want to write is happened on ytd n today den let it be ytd n 2day as title...(non sense) XD
2day my post wil be broken a bit...
Nola, ytd went to sing k wif cl,mandy shine ck n a new friend (jessica ng) she so frenly n sing very well lar, envy her...
kinda enjoy the outing wif them...=)
when they buying clothes, i'm so suffer la, i can't buy...
muz wait until i got the ptptn 1st den i oni i got the license to be a shopaholic...=D
i feel lik want to sing "ni zhi dao wo zai deng ni ma?" while waiting d loan nia...hahaXD
n something that left a very deep impression 4 me is the black tofu...
very sedap...anyone noe is made from black soya o use charcoal to cook?
delicious la, cant forget d taste...=)
hmm, very cold now..at library using lauya punya pc...youtube, video clip, application all kena blocked... mood weather report pun cannot post...lolz...
oh ya, 2day went to sushi king wif mandy, shine, cl, n cl's roommate...
woow, the sushi very de nice~
dunno who say wanna aim 10 plates...? XD
kinda enjoy la, very nice d sushi...n worth to havin that...=)
i'm luking for more outing lar~ hehe
stop here...=)

Friday, October 8, 2010

all in one

1st of all, hi all my fren...
so long time din update my blog...
i'm fine so far...

stay at kl for almost 3 weeks n finally i came back to klang... <3
no more lonely~

feel guilty when heard that news...
i'm sorry...
i wonder y i was so noob and din realize that i wil lead to such consequence...
actuali thr's been a foreshadow, but i din realize it...
v shud take it as a lesson,
i dun think u saw this post, but anyway, sorry to u!!
i'm reali emo now, becuz i'm d 1 who make this happen...=(
but dun feel like wanna post those emo, sad things on fb...

yaa, n the result,
thx god i pass all the subject,
but my cgpa drop very dramatically from 3.8 to 3.62 sumthg!!!!
once i get it, thx god, but after think bac the cgpa,
i'm hurt, dis sem gonna work hard to rise it up...
n, feel lik dun1 to be asst class rep anymore...
dun ask me y...

hmm,
n now,
i feel much more better than few days b4,
i think it must be gastric pain,
i was vomit at midnight,
but luckily i can feel it n prepare plastic bag on time,
...sometimes really nid plastic bag,
1st time realize plastic bag is much more useful than recycle bag...woot! O.o
bcuz dun feel like want to vomit into recycle bag, haha, wat a waste rite?
btw, my lame fren -> yen is also suffering from vomit,
hope she wil be fine soon... god bless her...
so i was just a small case, n i'm fine,
n kinda touched when receive some caring call,
from this, i noe who is really caring me~ <3
ur caring was being appreciated!! =D

n that,
my confident on it is 50%,
are u serious?next week?

lastly,
looking for more outing,
i'm too boring~
lame level decreased!!! XD
while speechless level increased!!! XD

stop here.. tut tut...//

Friday, September 24, 2010

BADLY


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Thursday, September 23, 2010

new sem goin to start

time pass in a flip of eye,
we going to enter the 2nd semester,year 2 in this 27sept,
the subjects in this semester seems kinda challenging,

1. Public Relations Writing
2. Public Opinion & Persuasion
3. Production and Publication
4. Consumer Behaviour
5. Moral dan Etika
6. Pengajian Islam

all boring boring punya...
so have to put more effort on it, fighting!
by the way...
imma goin to get laz semester result on the 1st of Oct,
nervous!!
this time i really juz hope that i can pass all,
kinda regret,
i shud study much more than what i had done,
since i noe it's hard to score for this subjects,
but,
no more chance,
so, juz pray laR!!! wht else can do? hahaha
good luck to me n every tarcians,
n study smart in coming sem~

it hard for me to fully trust on somethings,
need observe n observe...
time will give me the answer...=)

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

no idea to give it a title

每个人,对陌生的人事物,都有恐惧,
只是那份恐惧差别在于很大或很小,
一个人,在遇到陌生的东西,
会花了很多精神去思考,
终于,好像确定了,定了
接下来就是勇气,
需要很大的勇气去相信,
相信这是对的,人是对的,想法是对的, 信念也是对的,
可是偏偏在这个时候,
就是一些东西,听过的东西,和所经历过的,
成了勇气最大的敌人,
使这份勇气大减,
而鼓励和成熟的思考,还有一些外来的资源,
是解药,
所以看书,学习孤独,深思,朋友很重要,
当你的勇气有70%以上,
就勇敢相信和接受吧~

可能你有了勇气,
却还没有定下来你要去相信和接受的事,
那么该怎样?
还是照着次序吧,这是我对自己设下的一个原则。

可悲的是,
我连第一个都还没做到,
我想,我暂时还不需要勇气。
我需要很大的精神,去了解,它,他,和他们...

我喜欢 不,我爱

喜欢你的眼 看着的眼
喜欢你的脸 贴着的脸

喜欢你的手 牵着的手
喜欢你的口 吻着的口
时间在改变 你要改变

因为
想要你放弃
友情这段得来
你 真的是很你 所以想
就这样继续下去

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

meaningful

~ 人生短短几十年,不要给自己留下了什么遗憾,想笑就笑,想哭就哭.

~ 不是每一次努力都会有收获,但是,每一次收获都必须努力,这是一个不公平的不可逆转的命题
~ 人总是珍惜未得到的,而遗忘了所拥有的

~ 后悔是一种耗费精神的情绪.后悔是比损失更大的损失,比错误更大的错误.所以不要后悔

~ 记住该记住的,忘记该忘记的。改变能改变的,接受不能改变的

~ 如果我们都是孩子,就可以留在时光的原地,坐在一起一边听那些永不老去的故事一边慢慢皓首.
~ 当你真正爱一样东西的时候你就会发现语言多么的脆弱和无力。文字与感觉永远有隔阂。

~ 爱情是灯,友情是影子,当灯灭了,你会发现你的周围都是影子。朋友,是在最后可以给你力量的人。

~ 爱情,要么让人成熟,要么让人堕落

~ 幸福,不是长生不老,不是大鱼大肉,不是权倾朝野。幸福是每一个微小的生活愿望达成。当你想吃的时候有得吃,想被爱的时候有人来爱你

~ 曾经拥有的,不要忘记。不能得到的,更要珍惜。属于自己的,不要放弃。已经失去的,留作回忆

~ 我喜欢并习惯了对变化的东西保持着距离,这样才会知道什么是最不会被时间抛弃的准则。比如爱一个人,充满变数,我于是后退一步,静静的看着,直到看见真诚的感情

~ 好的爱情是你通过一个人看到整个世界,坏的爱情是你为了一个人舍弃世界

~ 女人如果不性感,就要感性;如果没有感性,就要理性;如果没有理性,就要有自知之明;如果连这个都没有了,她只有不幸

~ 牵着我的手,闭着眼睛走你也不会迷路

~ 一个人身边的位置只有那麽多,你能给的也只有那麽多,在这个狭小的圈子里,有些人要进来,就有一些人不得不离开

~ 从蛹破茧而出的瞬间,是撕掉一层皮的痛苦彻心彻肺 很多蝴蝶都是在破茧而出的那一刻就被痛得死掉了

For personal reference.

Monday, September 13, 2010

love the ways and the songs...

i love the way you talk
love the way you smile
love the way you move
love the way you look at me

BUT

i definitely don't
love the way you lie,
even though i'm
not afraid, but can u just don't lie,
i know it
just the way you are,
bu i tdon't hope that it make me a
broken hearted girl,
i still have my life, i have my
teenage dream,
treat me nice,
because i don't want to walk this earth if i gotta do it solo~ solo...

-WRITE FOR FUN- XD

Sunday, September 12, 2010

half unplandable

the day b4 yesterday, being ask to genting,
wow, it's kinda suprise...
of course i say yes, i on...haha
hmm, it's consider half unplandable ba...
i like unplandable trip~
so yesterday went to genting wif fren,
wonder we go thr for wat? shopping? lolz
go genting to shopping...but we do purchased something...
gud for me....=)
so, looking forward for more unplandable trip...o "breaking" yamcha...
it comes so sudden...
i'm kinda bored in this holiday,
feel free to ask me out ya...!

curious

i want to know many things...
haiz...

Friday, September 10, 2010

again, a boring day...

又是闷的一天,hari raya又怎样?还不是一样的过...
没有去吃lunch了,取消了。虽然闷闷的,不过也好啦,机会多得是~
等下回去看婆婆,已经很久没有看到她了,应该很瘦了吧,这么老了~唉。
我昨天才发觉到,写blog简单,但是帮别人写的话就真的是蛮难一下的,真的是很多东西要写可是又好像,怕不被认同,很多次都差一点用自己的身份写出来~ 因为真的不懂当事人的心情。真的是极度挑战!!
闷啊!!!!!!!!
九月18可以快点来吗? 我等不及了,我在家快闷疯了!我想去玩,去笑,去和你们一起渡过~
还有8天....=)

Thursday, September 9, 2010

god is challenging me...



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Wednesday, September 8, 2010

single

time to sleep but feel like want to post it 1st b4 go to bed...
hmm...juz feel like wanna be single in this mean time...
enjoy to be single...<3
so dun hope that any ppl come to interrupt it...=)
jian chi!!!
haha...
sleep!!!
ZzZzzzz

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

PD 4&5 sept 2010

time past in a flip of eye...
i already came back from pd...
have a nice trip with shine, eireen, mandy, yee wen, ken chow n his freinds...
i enjoy the time when walk at the beach, n feel the waves...
thr r glimpse of photos i had uploaded on facebook...you guys can have a look over thr...=) and rmb leave some comment ya...!! =D
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BBQ session! we had a bbq at a corner at the downstairs of d apartment...
sorry i dunno how to "qi huo"...so i juz try to bbq the food...all is delicious! thx for all who support me n say bbq marshmallow is nice...unlike those ppl, i bbq d marshmallow stil say it taste lik shit...hng! hahahah...a friend bring a dog, a very cute but hyperactive dog...feel lik wanna touch it but stil scare...especially when it run here n thr....scare ar...but i noe i have to be brave!
that nite was the nite i drink a lot of beer...
for me is a lot la....
we 3 gurl share 2 small bottles of heniken(i dunno how to spell it officially)XD
since i had eat so many heaty food, i shud drink some beer wan rite? (taught by yee wen) hehe
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At the nite, i had talk lotsa wif mandy...really have a nice talk wif u...recall my memory...sweet memory...but no matter how sweet it is,it is juz a memory...4.30a.m, i think i fall asleep...ZzZzZZz with the hyperactive dog in the room...this is my 1st time!! but the Dog is quite clever la...
luckily i din sleep most outside, or else the person who kena lick by king(the dog) is me not yee wen....pity her when she got to know she lick by king n get shocked...hahahaXD
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Second day, i'm glad that their alarm doesn't disturb me at all....ahahah....i juz sleep lik a dead ppl....ops! XD
we go to the beach again, the beach is so nice but not blue enuf, (next trip i look forward to redang), we try to walk at thr...but this time i try not to make myself wet...or else it's troublesome to bring wet shirt n go bac...but i'm envy when u all soak urself in the sea water...hmm...
i saw some little crab thr, and some dried coral(not nice=[ )...
shine's bf had caught 3 little crab in a bottle...it's so small...if not i sure bring u back n cook it...haha....miz the sea n crab, n bbq n marshmallow so much....hehe
n thx ken chow for bring me go n bac from my home...=)

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Hey ya!!

This is my new blog...
i had created this due to some problem in my old blog...
the structure is weird, no matter how i try, still failed to correct it...
so, this new blog is the way!! :D
pls support !! hehe

再.见~

又再见到我的部落了,我又回来了。
忍了这么多天,终于挨过了这次的考试,终于不需要再靠着一个小小的电话荧幕来上免费网了,恭喜我!哈哈!
虽然想到最致命伤的一科PRST,想到failed的机率很大就很伤心,可是收到chye li的一封信息其中一段:
《考试卷交了,答案要改也改不了,分数多少,也是要改也改不了,所以人们总是去自找麻烦(比如我的唉声叹气和想太多)。如今,我们可以为自己作出选择, 1 怨声载道,从此一?不振 接着无心恋战 ;2 迅速振作, 调整心情, 重拾信心,准备迎战。
当我们正在浪费时间消极人生时,积极的人已经在争取时间备战下一回合。有人说,要积极很难,其实难不难就看你怎么想;你想它难,它就难。》

所以伤心也没用了啦,最重要的是,我尽力了~ 虽然会伤心没错,但伤心也只是一种不会影响我继续努力的情绪。下次要加倍努力才行。这些话从小听到大,听得厌了,但我还是要对自己不断重复,应为经典嘛~都说是从小听到大了咯!而且不加倍难道减倍咩?哈哈!

现在终于又放假了,可以开始我的schedule了~
第一站:Port Dickson, 期待哦~ 尤其是枕头讲--pillow talk的时候,很多故事听哦~ 还有要丢谁下水? 期待!
第二站:在家吧,看我想看的戏,下载好听的歌,还有逛街一下下,买一些衣服,保养品,好有炼炼喉,当然还有好好休息,但好好休息应该是最难做到的,既然这么忙,怎能好好休息~ “蒲松龄” 很好看! 好有很多我很想看的电影,比如恋爱通告啊~ 几时可以去看呢?同时在找着工。有工记得介绍我啊~我会感激你们的。
第三站:Kuala Selangor,和SSG去的。期待又有什么好笑的事情发生,这次我绝对不要睡了,不然会错过很多好戏,哈哈~ 会有什么新话题?很期待~同时,也很想捉一只萤火虫回来,可是...这样不好,算了吧~ :D


最后,还有几件事情,来得快,去得也快。想也想到是什么了吧~
我又恢复单身了,还没看清楚就接受了,才知道,性格不合。谁说性格不适合是一种借口?我说性格不适合是一种匆匆坐下决定的惩罚。努力过了,不行就是不行,怎么说他都不明白。
有时候还是选择沉默。
说,说什么“这次过后就不会这么快再谈恋爱了”这句话我说过,是屁话一句。结果还不是一样,所以这次我不会再说什么了,以后会怎样,单身或恋爱,暗恋或单恋,只有时间知道。
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