^.^

Thursday, November 25, 2010

- 4 marks. sing k. Tao -

Actually quite sad when got to know my pr writing 2nd assg result...
i got 4 out of 10 marks...
i was totally shocked when i saw the marks...
i never failed in any coursework and this is the first time...
Dun tel me everything have 1st time, but if can avoid, i dun hope i have dis kind of 1st time....damn sad!
now i noe y so many seniors failed this sub...n i started to worry bout it...

ytd went to green box wif "she's" , wakaka...
it was so happening...=D
and a funny thing happened...
while we r enjoying singing, suddenly a guy open the door, v all still! he look at us, n 5 of us look at him...we dunno who r that guy, den the whole situation stop for few second,tik tok tik tok.... den d guy run out the room! lolz...he was entering the wrong room...haha...sounds stupid! den v all keep luffing.....
that day i saw a DOMO pillow, i like it so muccchhh~~~ but no money to buy...ish >.<
i was so enjoy that day, totally put my mind out of study...weeeeeeeeeee~

dis saturday going to Tao restaurant wif d gang...hope it will be a nice day...
that day i will eat 99 like a hungry ghost...RM70 weh! >.<
n very happy bcause can wear leng leng....XD
hope this weekends will be a nice weekend...hehehe~

that's all...bye! XD

Sunday, November 21, 2010

我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

不知道什么风
把这句歌词吹到我这里
啊~是在fb看到的post,
《周杰倫59首歌詞經典意思》
第一首就是《安静》
一直浮现在我脑海
曾经很喜欢这首歌,现在也喜欢啦~
尤其是这句歌词,印象特别深刻 《我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你》
感觉好像很有意思,可是我不明白真正的意思,
直到刚才,
可能是在发呆,
才想到 是不是因为
会放弃一个人,因为太爱她, 爱她比爱自己更多,付出了太多,所以往往会得不到同样的爱,也或许对方并不爱他,所以这样的不平衡令他很痛苦,为了避免这样的痛苦,他不得不放弃~ 对他和他爱的她都好。
歌词的意思
是这样吗? =D

再来,
《藉口》 我知道堅持要走是你受傷的藉口···我知道你的痛是我給的承諾
水能载舟,亦能覆舟;时间是水,爱是舟,时间是可以冲淡爱情的,这个道理她懂。走了,不见面了,不联络了,陌生了,也许刚开始会想念,但也会慢慢看开了,也就是不爱了。其实她也不想走,只是自尊心太强,她不容许一再的被伤害,才狠心做下“走”的决定,那些他实现不到的承诺,令她彻底失望。不让自己失望,就不要给自己希望,不要爱上任何人,就不会有希望,万一爱上了,就放弃吧~ 而放弃,就是“走”,所以她走了。XD

懒惰想了...
bye!XD

Hebe田馥甄-你太猖狂(附加歌詞)

Friday, November 19, 2010

读书 读书

读读读,
星期一考试了,
虽然只是mid term,但是就是很难,
有要明白又要背,背最多!
想到要考试,就不要去喝茶,拒绝了,
可是,我宁愿去咯,反正在家都没心读的~
哎呀! 来不及准备了!=(
不要跟我说有心的话是来得及的,来不及就是来不及,烫直了头发就来得及! 哈哈
写好这篇就去读,真的..=)
加油!

最近,觉得自己变笨了,
要聪明点=)
我的志愿是当个聪明人~ 哈哈

还有,发觉对周围的事越来越没信心了,
就比如assg,我的part差点中ban这样,弄到我没心了,
然后还有很多很多事,搞得我越来越失去信心。
可能是我顾虑太多,
上次才说要看开点,其实我有在努力,
所以也看开了啦。
小事一桩~
不过我多多少少还是被影响到。

昨天跟imiga聊天,
聊了很多,
想起了我的童年回忆~
beauty n the beast, cinderella, snow white, sleeping beauty, and little mermaid~ haha
tom n jerry, casper, mr.bean, doraemon, lao fu zi all appear...~
vampire teeth sweet, monster sweet,playing zombie game, catching fish appear in my mind also....and soooooooooo onnnn......miss that time so much~
现在想起来,觉得以前的我过得还蛮精彩的,
现在退色了。
说着说着,又说到了我在礼品店打工的时候~
怀念~
而最近又去礼品店走,当我看到那些卡片,熊,可爱的装饰品,
我就在那一瞬间,想要开礼品店。
原来我很喜欢礼品的,比我想象中还要喜欢~
想要有自己的礼品店,好好打理它~
可是,没那么简单~真的有这么容易做到吗?
我做到吗?
=)

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Take it easy~

不管你是什么人,聪明,笨蛋,迟钝,成功或失败,人,鬼,妖怪,
你都会遇到问题,
避都避不到,
唯有别让问题打倒自己,
我觉得,
我们可以这样做,
那就是时时刻刻都别把事情看得太重要,
所以遇到难题时,就不会这么烦,因为你不是很在意。
就是所谓的"take it easy"~

如果,
我一直都会这样想,那就好了。
可是偏偏"冲动"太强大,
所以,
我也在很努力的不去理太多,
别人要怎样看,怎样想,没关系~
因为天都还没塌下来,
这算什么问题?
没有过不去的低潮~
所以别人会以为我漠不关心~
没关系~
P/S 虽然我不喜欢堕落,可是我真的觉得你们把“红日”的歌词拿来代表我实在太恶心,不要这样做!哈哈

我体验过一念之差,
在忍和暴发之间必须选一样,
我选择了暴发,
换来的是痛苦,
一次又一次,我还是重蹈覆辙,
最后,
我做到了忍,
结果我觉得忍和痛苦,
忍不算什么...
虽然有时还是做不到,
可是总比之前好。

所以,
我的原则是,看开点,不要把事情看得太严重,要忍~
希望我会做到。

做人很难,
可能我们还做不好,
所以我们还不是人,
所以我们是妖怪,哈哈
无聊~ bye!

Thursday, November 11, 2010

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shud i get one?

sigh!
most of my work need to use internet,
do research la, download dis n dat, send n receive work lah...
lotsa stuff to do with internet...
yes wireless available at hostel canteen but duno whose problem, the router o my lappy, i juz cant surf the net...>.<
come to library den, take about 45 min to fix it, finally i can on9 den blogging here...(doing homework as well) XD
kinda busy actually but stil got time to blogging, hehe...>.<

that's all bullshit,
here's d point...shud i..get a broadband?
saw digi having promotion with the broadband...
rm38 per month, it pretty cheap...
i'm thinking to get one...
but, wonder the line is good enuf?
ask for it...
any suggestion? lolz...
n feel that i'm lost connection with fren without internet...
i dun hope it keep goin lik dat...
shud i? i poke ady lah......>.<

Monday, November 8, 2010

frankly speaking

this entry will sound a bit sarcastic,
but, i have no intention to harm anyone...
juz voice out...=D

emmm...
so many ppl writing bout their fren...
haha, it's a trend...?
i wanna join the trend...
but nobody write bout me...XD
y leh? O.O
but it's ok la...:D
den i write bout myself...
n write bout others lu...

cant be denied, i'm negative thinking most of the time,
most of the time oni, not all the time...XD
proven that i'm a capricorn...hehe
i'm a good secret keeper..haha...n i'm proud of it...
n i like to listen ppl secret... quite shocked when u guys told me your thing...

cant be denied again, i dun like ppl deny me...i'm a human, not air...
so of cuz i prefer ppl treat me as human, not air...
juz wanna be honest on it...
if u noe me well u shud noe it...
but who noe?
unluckily, it always happen on me....=(
but but but, nvm, i will forget bout it...=)
n i will think a way 2 overcome it...=D

frankly speaking, kinda envy those sweet sweet coupleSS...^^
u noe who u r...heee
i'm envy u all, serious...
but no jealous...
but, i wont bcuz of it and simply start a relationship...
mayb the thing happen on few months ago others will think that i will b easily start a relationship wif some1...
here to say that, I'M DEFINITELY NOT THOSE KIND OF PERSON!!
bcuz i'm the one und all the situation...
it ok la if u all not und...XD

the interesting part is coming~~
actuali,actualiiiiii...
i'm a fb stalkerz...hahaha!
i viewed all of ur photos, profile...
aha, dun show it out if u all dun wan ppl to view~
abo what is call social network...
social ma~

n, if u think i'm a hardworking person, den u r wrong...
i'm lazy...juz, everything terpaksa oni...hahahaXD
n, if u think i'm intelligent,
den u r very very wrong...>.<
i'm a slowpoke! i'm not a smart people, but i wanna be a smart people~
shud put a lot of effort geh...

lastly,
nah, leave a place for u la...
thx for counting how many days v noe each other~
even a small matter, it's good enuf to make me happy,
bcuz u r care...XD

that's all...no intention to harm anyone ya...XD
bye...

Friday, November 5, 2010

changing

human are changing everyday, perhaps u din realize it, but i do...
some changing is good, but of course thr is something make me dun feel good =/
style is changing,
hobby is changing,
lifestyle is changing,
personality is changing,
perception is changing,

all of these i can accept,but i just cant accept the changing in frenship and relationship...can i stop it from changing?

frenship is changing
(when i view back all the photo, suddenly realize we are so close b4, but now..)

relationship is changing,
haiz
Red Lollipop