^.^

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

宁愿自私

有时候真的不是要那么计较,可是现在我能不计较吗?
一个一直用我电脑,不用紧,用来玩online game玩到lag就要紧,玩到键盘坏掉就要紧,我知道不是你一个人玩,键盘坏我也有责任因为是我的电脑,可是你玩我电脑需要按到这么出力吗?用来打咩?不是你的就不会保护?DL!
还有你,我的车油钱算到刚刚好,你要驾出去你可以打油吗?service我付,换轮胎也是我,还表现出理所当然,
我真的顶不顺咯...以为我一开始做工就很有钱是吗?
还打电话说我撞到,前面花了一点点,开门有声...有点责备的语气, 好心,打来可以问发生什么事,搞清楚状况才来断定啦....一打来直接讲我撞到车...可是问题是我没有撞到要我怎样认?它怎样花,我不懂原因,可能被别辆车扣花i have no idea,pls make thing clear oni talk lik that to ppl, suck!
我宁愿你们讲我自私我都不要给我自己辛苦!
没有一个人替我花的钱感到心痛,因为你们什么都没有做!
我宁愿自己是自私的

Friday, December 16, 2011

星星

怀念那个坐在老地方的星星和汉堡,
孔明灯,
怀念那件餐厅,
怀念突然上云顶,然后被山和满天星星的晚上,
怀念猎户座,
怀念坐在随着山路上摇摆的ford,那个放货的露天后座,
冷冷的天气,
怀念在宿舍一个人时有点孤独的日子,
一点点的即兴,
冒着雨走去喝Tom yam,
在sg Wang & ts long街的日子,
自拍,发傻
两年过去了...
我想上云顶吹吹风,或去海边看星星...

我的长发啊!

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

1 more week~

Can't wait to d day n say happy 1st anniversary to u...:)

Monday, December 12, 2011

GD

It hav been so long i never feel so much caring...
Noone will really care of my health...
I didn't mean nobody care, juz noone really take it very very serious...
I can't carry heavy thing, my hand wil sweat easily, my face nt pink...
I noe I hav to take care but always say without action...
So ya, gt someone know my condition n prepare d thing for me... Wanted me to b healthier...im nt ur daughter but u take care me lik ur daughter...
This is touching :)
Thx for it... :)
I'm so greedy cuz I hope this wil last long...
N thx Him for so "tiredly" cumin Klang to sbn to find me, n fetch me frm Klang to sbn n sbn to Klang again , n go bac sbn again T_T
Bcz fyi I'm juz went to tie da, for my shoulder n leg, i wil share d picture... So my right hand has no much effort to carry thing...
No one will treat me better than u, luv ya:)
I noe how little time u left but u stil spend sone on me, but at least I noe I shud to b thankful...^^v

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

holiday

the 1st holiday after my working, on monday
plan to spend in sbn,
but due to some "technical" problem,
so my plan failed...
but he come to klang pula,

watch twilight breaking dawn part 1,
once i heard he say d muvi nice,
i gt a bit, errr...mmm
cuz d story of d muvi is ok, but for me, for me oni la, juz too bored(no offense, smile :D )
i rather watch you r the apple of my eye again XD
so v regret XD
but i stil wil watch 2nd part, cuz i wanna know hw the story end, but confirm nt wif him, so who wanna watch wif me? XD


bought few formal shirt on that day,
padini gt storewide sales, whole padini 50%, wooo
n i bought some shirt, that choosen by him,
clap clap, XD
kinda happy n touch he wil shop n grab shirt for me to try, like like like
n giv comment,XD
yeah,so i hv a shopping partner :)

but after dinner,
my stomach is very uncomfortable,
feels like wanna vomit,
on the way to home, v stop for 2 times, i pull the hose as usual,
i tot it wil be better after burp,
mana tau after reach home for a while i straight away vomit all the thing i ate juz nw,
vomit 2 time,
the vomit thingy stil remain in my throat, yuckss!
den sleep,
den my holiday ended, (y vomit spoiled my holiday wo) :((

Monday, November 21, 2011

Convo

20nov...
This is my 1st convo n also d last...
Cherish d moment!
Although tht time in college hall is boring, n at outside was so sunny...
This is also y I taking so little photos...
Bcz it's too hot!
So I juz take few picture wif part of my shero...XD
N I got the 2nd flower from him, but I was lik so obvious say I want a convo gift, actuali I do it purposely...XD
Btw, thx d smurfette n roses that u say it mean ily...love it!!

Hah, n a lol thing is, every1 wear formal shoe but I wear slipper( better a bit than slipper)
But in convo is nt allow, so no choice, d person in charge d convo borrow me her shoe n she bare foot for abt 10 min cz I'm gonna go up d stage n take d scroll... ( her shoe very big that I can't really walk properly)
Convo started at 930 n ended at around 11-12pm...
Guest n graduant are nt sitting 2gt, that's y he sleeping while d convo is running, bcz nobody make noise around him...XD
N he is tired also bcz ytd v went yo club until almost 4am, crazy? XD

Finally meet bac my college fren on 19 nov when v went to club to celebrate my <3 birthday...
Besides convo, 19nov is also a very memorable day bcz meet my coll gang n this is d 1st time I drunk, ( I think is half drunk) bcz I stil rmb some scene...
I'm lik a pou ka rite? Hmm.... But tht time I know I'm safe wif him n im too happy...
For his bday,
Hmm, I think that's all I can giv him in his birthday... A bday card, sakae sushi, n a spontaneous outing in botanic cafe with a slice of cake at midnight...XD n 1st time b his driver...
But he is lik so quiet n nervous when I fetch him, haha... N his face damn funny XD
N tht day is our 11monthsary :D

That's all, love this 2 days...:)

Friday, November 18, 2011

u r the apple of my eye

juz went to this muvi with yen, yeang n cp,
b4 i watch, already heard many ppl say nice,
but i din expect too much,
but this muvi really didn't disappointed me,
summore make me wanna watch it d 2nd times!!

the story line is "beautiful", "sad", "touching" and "funny",
it reflect all the secondary lifestlye,
of course i wil think of my secondary life altho i study gal skul la XD
the first love.....><

我们看戏的,就这样跟着他的节奏,高潮迭起,
又好笑,又真实,有有意思,又感动,
西里面也很多很有意思的话,很深刻...
男主角帅,女主角美!
超赞的啦
还有做他们中写毕业后,各奔前程,去了大学,
那一幕,我真的很有感触,
因为我也曾经像电影里面的人,
坐在火车上去我的学院,住在宿舍(可是没有他们那么恶心,哈哈)

因为距离,
我真的希望有一个平行时空,
因为我们是一起的,

戏里面说,一般朋友里,一定有一个肥的(我就是那个肥的吧?)
也有些成熟,有些幼稚,有些爱打篮球,爱把头发弄美美,不管怎样,他们还是搓成一堆...XD

虽然结局很遗憾,但是如果不是这样,怎样感动,怎样呈现另一种美?
不过还蛮希望他最后真的有亲到沈佳宜...

真的很希望再多看一次,
也希望还有像这样的作品... ((大爱)) ^.^

Thursday, November 10, 2011

new

finally i'm a new working people...
but never feel strange bcz d ppl and environment is familiar :)
kinda lucky...:)

briefly tell xia my recent workin life,
everyday wake up early (lucky,but except dis),
went to work, (all d car drive lik F1)
but abt 20 min can reach :)
start working (job scope a bit lik HR stuff)
den talk some non sense XD
cont work..
look at clock, woah, few hr pass,
again look at the clock, woah, lunch time,
lunch time~ cousin fetch me go bac home hav our lunch, XD
bac to work,
ops, boss at thr, nt dare to ask much quest,
..cont work...
go rest room eat biscuit o drink milo
luk at d time again,
ops! going to pang kang :D
but stil hav work, increase d speed,
done!
reach home,
so fan...gotta think wat to wear again on 2mr T_T

u kena cheated by me,
cuz nt brief at all XD
actually juz nw i'm talking non sense again XD
wat i want to say is i lik dis life, time pass very fast, and i contribute something :)
(when many work coming is diff case )
done my non sense...
stop here! :)

Sunday, November 6, 2011

ntg happen

dis is d post that i write while ntg special happen on me :)

so boring,
quit utar n start working now, next 2 day is the first day i work (full time) at bayu tinggi...

so boring,
din go anywhere since i short of money,so, no shopping no desire...
but, once shopping, many things wanna buy :(
when i can get my paid!!!! god, i wait for 4 months, f**k!

so boring,
everyday stay at home watch hk n taiwan drama, wonder when a colourful life wil come to me...?
something crazy, something out of expect?

i'm just boring,
think of try to get more work to kill the bored, but at last tired like hell...
carry the booth, from here to thr, but luckily i meet my fren thr n she help me,
i wonder wat time i wil end my work if i din meet her...but we carry thing lik 2 siao po :( i admit i'm weak on carry heavy thing, i'm not a heroine seriouly...
suddenly feel lik, i cant do heavy work nor something need to spin fast, wat work suit me?? (zombies eat brain, i'm safe)

i'm really bored!
that i hope 19 nov is on tomorrow! i want something different instead of working n sms n sleeping...put on some music n enjoy the party... wanna make something on my hair, ngek, n hope no panda eye appear on 20 nov while having my convo...
i hope i wil get a big boutique of flower o teddy but dis is impossible for sure...
and the 2 invitation cards i juz use up 1...lolz sad yea

it just lik that...

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Provider

Thx super ring fulfilled me, this glutton
Thx a tin of egg roll, fullfilled d same as above
Thx chipster, u so tasty n cure my hungry stomach
Thx bottle, if nt I wil seldom drink water
Thx extension wire i can drying hair, charging Hp, open laptop at d same time
Thx transportation allow me to bring my table to new hs, so I dunid use d box that store my shirt to do homework n on9
Thx extra hand help me carry things
Thx transportation also if nt I hv to walk alone at night at d street that I met ham sap Lou laz week
Thx to u cuz u provide all of d above

N

Thx blogger giv an opportunity for me to talk non sense here

Yours sincerely,
Sue ying xD

No offense

No offense no offense
Juz feel a little gap
Mr time is rescuing
N bac to as normal as possible

-sy poem-

*wink*
BFF = big fat fren hahaha :)

But hope everyone include me learn to tui hou...
Den ocean wide sky :)

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Blogger app

Hmm, juz dl the blogger app in iPhone...
Really feel that phone is slowly replace laptop dy...
Like it so much~
Support Apple :)

Thursday, October 20, 2011

bunch of things

finally bac to normal study life,
with a sux timetable...
monday study until saturday...:(

1st day of skul,
in order to pay d fees,
v mistakenly transfer credit from bank to bank until reach the max limit...
no transaction allow on that day anymore n v terpaksa go bac hs...
fees pun tak payah pay cuz hav to wait 1 day...

2nd day, went to pay fees n v got our id num,
tot of can get timetable n den start study?
but... hav to wait our ID to process, so 2mr oni can check timetable...
another day wasted!

3nd day, (worst day)
got our timetable at 10 a.m++
but v missed 8a.m class...
another class falls on 12p.m...
den v walking under the hot sun to our skul (fci)
realize v pay the fees dun mgmt din register the course for us...wth...:(
den wait n wait...
everything done!
trying to change saturday class to weekday but failed,
but i promise to work, so hav to skip class
(who wil think of having clas on saturday in short sem wo??)

funny things happened...
v tot of d class is japanese class...
go in the tutorial room late, everybody stare at us,
tutor ask wat sub v r in, v say japanese...she say nt dis clas,
den v go out n double check the venue...ei? correct wad..
but that day v r in "visual comm" nt japanese...
no choice, but go in d same tut room,
tutor ask same question but dis time v ans "visual comm"...

after this keep fool by tutor n everybody laugh...
when ask me whr i from, i say klang, but tutor say "nt japan? " everybody luff...
when i whisper, tutor say 'cakap japanese ke? " everybody luff again...
den tel dem i'm their japanese fren T_T

so ok lo, no harm wad...
after class, when on d way bac to hs,
v saw a bin tai lou playing his jj :(
summore is chinese! wearing formal, drive toyota vios!
ishhhhhh D:
throw chinese ppl face lor!
that time i was....run!
after that whenever c ppl wear formal, wil think of 斯文败类,衣冠禽兽....:((((

on d same day, went to photostate shop,
walao! d place really lik shit!
keep luk ppl leg geh! pui !!!
d place is....shaddy ><

n our 3rd day end lik this...

n today (thurs)
everything is fine,
class ok, noe some new frens, went to the shop behind me,
all chinese shop, n many chinese, many student...thr r some photostate shop too...
fuh... ok mayb i shud forgot the shaddy place, n juz go the shop behind my house...
:)

Sunday, October 16, 2011

又是艷陽天




又是艳阳天
留一点时间
看你方不方便
出来一起散步聊聊天

Thursday, October 13, 2011

changes

started to feel some changes on myself,
lazy to sms ady,
last time i was lik to kill my time by sms,
but now, altho i'm boring, i wil jus find other things to do...
feel lik a call den can gao dim all d thing instead juz reply n reply, so tired...

hmm, some1 say when u started to prefer cal than sms, u gettin mature,
am i? haha... stil so small gas n action is stil lead by emotion...n do childish thing...(BAD)

the 2nd change was.....
a sad change//
which is...my hair very nipissssss after rebonding,
my face luk more fat after rebonding,
i was lik....SHIT! when c my hair n face...>.<
hope it gettin 蓬 after 1 month,
i dun1 bring dis nipis hair go "puts ur hands up" with so many ppl,
feel lik goin to set my hair b4 go "put ur hands up" XD
oh ya, when saw the attending box gettin more people i gettin happier, hmm, direct propotional XD

i'm juz lik d feeling when i date ppl,
d ppl can immidiately on...
cuz feel sad when everytime i jio ppl but d plan failed...
so nw i juz wait ppl jio me la...XD

3rd change,
new life coming soon,
i totally no idea to sit which bus to my new rented house, hw to find it...>.<
d environment is strange for me... wonder hw i wil live like XD
but i wil just look forward for everything....:)

4rd change,
i see d changes...
t change, r change , f change , p change....conc change...

Monday, October 10, 2011

According To You

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless
I can't do anything right

According to you I'm difficult, hard to please
Forever changing my mind

I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life

According to you, according to you

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head

According to him I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose

He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

According to you I'm boring, I'm moody
And you can't take me any place

According to you I suck at telling jokes
'Cause I always give it away

I'm the girl with the worst attention span
You're the boy who puts up with that

I need to feel appreciated
Like I'm not hated, oh no,
why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad you're making me dizz-ay



P/s, can u b d him?




Monday, October 3, 2011

my new part time job

found a new way to earn money by do survey...
juz giv ur impression on d website oni...
this is d way u can earn money,
but there is no free lunch in this world,
u hv to read d page n evaluate the fearure, give ur 1st impression,
but wun take too much time, so y nt giv it a try?
juz click dis link n register for free la...:)

http://www.AWSurveys.com?R=sueying0114

Sunday, October 2, 2011

i wun hesitate no more no more?

hey to all my buddies who leave comment on my chatbox,
i replied so many times but ntg appear,
so weird...
so here to say thx to all ur concern,
ntg sad happen on me ady :D

ok,
let's start here,
currently work part time at tesco,selling facial voucher,
once hear it already feel lik selling voucher is nt that easy,
summore is nt that cheap voucher,
n when i start work,
woah, really nt easy...0 sales at d 1st day ((sad))
but 2nd daY is ok a bit, sold one...
hope 2moro wil be better,
jia you to my self n my partner...

oh ya,i'm really pei fu my partner,
she is soo independent..so i'm here to share my worship bout her...
she working part time roadshow, promoter , manicure, pedicure, sell beauty product to company n even no rest for a m0nth, continue for 3 years
n she able to go taiwan, hk, n other places i cant rmb, + buy a honda jazz...
n know so many road...
gosh.....((salute))
can i b lik dat?
hmm

conflict, conflict...
juz receive a msh ask me walk in interview at standard charted bank at pj,
but i'm goin to register at utar,
wat i suppose to do,
if can get d job at standard charted of cuz is gud,
but if work den i hv to sacrifice my uni life, n my corp comm degree cert,
i'm just hesitate...
i'm nt afraid to choose any 1 of it n regret of another 1,
i;m just dun1 to miss any 1 of these 2 chances...
gosh,
i nid some time to cool down, n think properly...

that's all...
p/s: suddenly miss clubbing when heard boomerang by akon n pitbull, >.< but i'm juz mis d atmosphere n people, nt d drink n smoke XD
tata//

Sunday, September 25, 2011

listen

communication,
laz time i tot, in a r/ship, tell wat u think n how is ur day to ur partner is so called communication,
but now i dun think so,
if ur partner always cant contribute his time to listen to u,
d communication is already failed at d beginning...

i juz hope busy life come to me, i rather i busy until neglect all d relationship thing instead of nagging here,
i rather hope i'm the one who dun care r we really lack of communication n update each other, n u r d 1 who warn or even blame o scold me that our comm is lesser...instead of i keep on blaming u din listen to me when i gt lot of thing want to tel u...
too free juz make me magnified all the problem...

so busy life pls cum to me...

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Degreeeeee

Hi thr...
After waiting exam result to release for fourrr hour,
Finally I get my result...
Oh yeah, no C... But gt b-...
Cgpa stil drop since gt b-...
But nvm... Cz d I can graduate dy!! :D
N plan to tel my mum that I wan to further study, tot it will b a big difficult but it was totally different from my expectation...
So here to say that I'm goin to take my degree in Corp comm in pj utar...
Hooray!! Can study!! Happy x10000
Although d environment is ehem ehem a bit lik factory la...
But nvm la... Laz time I also found my tarc hostel room ehem ehem...XD
So goin to busy run here n thr to do registration n other stuff dy...
All d best to myself !:)

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Wei nan

除了为难还是为难,
一言难尽.....
*叹气*

Pls go die

希望我会死掉,
我指的是那个emo的我,
在那段期间,
很多事发生,
但在这段期间,
很多好事发生,
这时候我才发现,
我要的只不过是和"happy go lucky" 的人多相处,和感受到有人关心我,
身边人的性格往往是决定你情绪的主要原因...

P/s: 不要要求别人去做你认为对的东西...

Sunday, September 11, 2011

No title

我的心事一定会和你说,
可是这次我的心事是关于你,
怎样说?


体会了"委屈"....


我最难过的时候,你在那里?打机,喝茶

Saturday, September 10, 2011

我知道一个20岁的人还在这样堕落,应该很可笑,
but so what?
是人都可以发泄,只是我选择以文字...

可能最近发生太多事,
我更爱胡思乱想了,
这几天心情不是很好,
也有不祥的预感,
预感来自感情,
但不想把这些事都告诉你,
因为我知道得到的是我笨,也不够坚强,爱胡思乱想,小事化大...
所以这次我想自己承担和解决,
我知道你不会看我的blog,
所以选择写在这里,
只和朋友分担,和自己发泄...

今天,
我不懂我自己问的问题到底是应不应该,
我知道自己不大方,
结果我还是问了,
得到的答案很真,但对自己很失望,
但很开心得到这答案,
我就知道我的预感是对的,
现在证明了,
u r sick of my attitude but u wil used to it...
我没有要怎样,
我对你的信心确实有增加,但对自己的信心却少了,
只是一直想着自己的问题,越来越烦,
也尽量不去管你的事...

其实在我的感情原则,
因为我很喜欢把问题都说出来,
不要都收在心里,
已有问题就说出来,一起解决,
才能一直走下去,
但原来不能每件事都说出来的,
因为这样会变成小事化大的人对吗?

我会少管了,我不想自己在你眼里一直都是小事化大的人,
也免得你嫌我烦,和开始厌倦我,就如你所说的sick of my attitude,
听了很伤人,但不能说些什么,
反正问题都来自于我,

我总是发觉你好像有一天会喜欢到一个比我好,比我大方的女子,
因为有一天你会讨厌我的性格是吧?
或许我不是很适合你罢了,
问了那个问题后,得到的答案真的令我感觉到我性格很烂,
但没有后悔问过,
觉得你很大方,你可以找到一个大方的人,
那个人不会是我。

其实,
我又想过,是不是你鼓励不到我,
所以我才会有这种想法,
但是我很快就收起这个念头,
因为发觉是我自己替我找借口,
总之,
我不喜欢我的性格,
你找到大方的女子的话,
我也不会怎样了...
可能对自己太失望了..

Friday, September 9, 2011

对于感情

对于感情,我有一种很不祥的预感。
总觉得有一天你会讨厌我,
我早就知道在你眼里我是怎样的人,
是小气,无理,强词夺理,烦人,句句顶到底,
等等....,

尝试改,但改不到,尤其是对你,我不知道原因

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

难道鼓励不重要?

当我告诉你我忙了什么,有几累时,最想听到的是你的安慰,
可是...你没说, 从来没说过。
反而你说了很多,比如这些是我应该要体会的,其实我累也是好的,至少我有辛苦过。
说真的,虽然我知道这些话的用意是好的,也是发自内心,可是这些话听了,本来身体很累,现在连心也累了
但对于这我不敢说些什么,因为在美丽的谎言和刺耳的事实之间我选择了第二个。
可是谁不希望被鼓励?
一直被批评下去信心,动力与冲劲,都会被消磨成粉碎
经过了一次又一次, 我发现我在你身上完全看不到鼓励,这只会令我开始怀疑自己的能力。
同时,也有了些疑问,
难道选择听你的真心话,就得不到鼓励?
难道我可以在没有你的鼓励下达到我自己的目标?
难道鼓励不重要?
到底是谁的问题,谁可以解答,或许是时间给我们自己解答吧!

thx

last time i saw a sentences that really impress me,
it said a good relationship juz like the needles of d clock, they didn't meet always but they're always stay connected...
oh man.... u was appear on my mind once i saw this....
9 monthlyversary is coming,
again,
thx for pampered me, care me, altho u r careless n no responsibility of whr u go n wat u do sometimes...
thx for contribute ur time, $$$, energy of coming from sbn to klang all the time,
thx for ur family's kindness n etc...
i'm really appreciate it...
altho sometimes i might stingy, stubborn n b angry bird...
i noe u r trying to stand for it...

....
...........saw another meaningful sentences...
share it out! >>

Don’t break anyone’s heart; they only have one!
Break their bones.
They have over 200 of them...
hav a nice day..:)

Thursday, September 1, 2011

ready to take d risk

si iam ready to work in bank...
i means if i successfully in to that field, ngek~
since i heard banking is so hard to enter n hav a lot of pressure to work out...
so gonna try to do an experiment on a statement, as follow:
"interest can motivate me altho it's hard"

hmm,
hav another thing i was thinking about...
i was wondering is thr any fren around me dun like my attitude,
since i heard a maxim "你不是钞票,不能让人人都喜欢你"
i'm glad if dun hav,
n i was hope wat attitude of mine irritate u guys :)
no hard feeling yea...juz wondering *wink*

i think that's all i wanna talk for this time...
hope v hav a nice trip in genting :)
love ya <3

Friday, August 26, 2011

loooong

finally i my blog is updated!
it has been a dead blog for a month??

so many things happen when i'm nt blogging,
my laptop is nt wif me since having final...
now, i gone thru 2 years 4 months for my diploma,
after get d result, den i'm officially graduate~

n now officially nt tarc hostel resident T_T


hmm
not going to further study,
due to some financial n other pro...

altho some things happen in college that make me sad, angry, down, disappointed,
but also hav some happy, lame,funny,"unplandable", crazy, n memorable thing in my college life,
i miss all the things! n people! <3
bye all n hope u guys success in life...:)

when having final,
thr is so many things happen between me n him,
this make me so down,
topic wif everyone is gettin lesser,
cz mind is empty, word is lesser,
even seldom smile when i c ppl,
hope it doesn't influence relationship...

for u <3
hope u won juz tel whr de ppl goes wrong when ppl tel u their things,
in this situation,
understand ppl's feeling is more important than understand ppl's personality,
that makes a good listener,
can u b my best listener ever...?
n trying to be more caring especially care on my feeling,
rather than juz pointing at my fault, analyse it n maximize it,

in this 8 months,
everytime i tel u my hard feeling,
u juz blame on my personality,
never console me,
at least 1 time, but u never,
u shud noe that ur caring can motivate me somehow...

juz wan u to noe that, that is nt the right time pointing out...
if u do so , how am i goin to tel u my things, everytime i tell wil juz mess up the things rite?

n, kinda happy that u said u have learnt a lot when talk wif me,
at least in ur eye,
i'm not a gal who keep mumbling...<3
b caring, b responsible on wat u doin n whr u goin k?
n thx for pampered me XD

n i was so frustrated that some1 force me to make decision!
sux feeling ever!
i noe account is stable,
since i prefer stable, but end up i nt choose to study account
from this u shud noe i hav no interest at all on it!
so don force me to be account clerk!

i duno d basic thing to work at bank,
same goes to account,
but at least the benefit n others in bank motivated me to learn,
it is important for find a job u enjoy working in, isn't?
so i juz wil choose bank, no account [ NO OFFENSE ]
pls dun go beyond my limit as i'm trying to make my things right...

Monday, August 8, 2011

trust



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Saturday, August 6, 2011

噩梦

一个不知道,
造成了一场误会,所以说错了话,
也证明了一件事,
那就是信心不足,
我没有把你当外人,
但是很抱歉,
让你有这种想法,

这次,
让我发觉自己有着怎样的性格,
明白,但不代表能够接受,
然而,现在有在有努力尝试去接受自己的性格,
原来爱一个人,不能够要看得清清楚楚,非常肯定后才下信任,
就比如,话说一定要跟一个你很爱他他也很爱你的人一起,但你没有跟他在一起过,那你又怎样懂你很爱很爱他?同样的道理,
原来看了那么多,不是没有用,
是因为那还只是知识,还不是经验,
只是还没有真正发生在你自己身上,
只有发生了,才能够体会...

两个人,说要稳定了才结婚,
稳定了又怎样,
还是会有离婚的案件,
而且,所谓稳定的定义又是什么?
又另一个比如,就说经济方面的稳定,
说要有车有房了才可以结婚,
有了车有了房,觉得生活还可以再更好,
再等经济松了点先,就为了结婚后不为钱烦,不为了生孩子养孩子的钱烦,
结果又拖着不结,
那请问你要拖到几时?
所以希望我的朋友快点结婚,啊哈哈

这次领悟的是不要太执着,不要算得清清楚楚,(但也不代表不去算或打算,只是不要太超过)
偶尔相信人也不是什么坏事,
所以我会学着信任你,
这次真的学会不需要每件事都看得清清楚楚,
这只会让自己更辛苦,
这,就是我体验的啦...
或许你们看了,记住了,这还只是知识,
要真正了解,就要体会...真的真的!

Thursday, August 4, 2011

lucky

u give me advice,
make me smile or even laugh,
u give me happiness,
u giv me confident,
nw u have ur life,
i never interfere u,
wat i wil do juz...
miss u :)
a very gud fren

lucky

to have u as my fren :)

silently



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Saturday, July 30, 2011

magic

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hahahahahah.......
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monster................................

p/s: dis is so call magic spell, teach by a fren XD

暖心

sweet song :)

Friday, July 29, 2011

会怀念

不知道是太得空了还是什么,
发呆发呆就想回这两年在college的生活,
友情方面,
我真的很遗憾,

我跟她好像越来越陌生,
虽然说没有正面起冲突,或吵架什么的,
就是因为一些原因变陌生了,
我真的很不喜欢那个原因,
但又不能否认还是会怀念我们很要好的时候,
真的很怀念以前一起傻,
一起温习,一起看日出,一起走街,一起谈心事,挖对方秘密,
半夜跑出去吃,乱丢垃圾,乱喊,一起煮汤圆,等等....
我从来没试过那么疯狂...
其实应该谢谢你,我的college life才不会枯燥燥的,
但现在回不去了,
起码我还有这样的体验和记忆,
虽然有时会不开心,为什么变成这样,但是我还是把你当好友了,
现在想回,如果能像回以前,何乐以不为?

Thursday, July 28, 2011

读与不读

最进一直徘徊在读与不读这个决定上,
总在我决定不读后遇到一些事,
令我又开始犹豫在这个决定上,
刚刚上了job street, 很多都是至少要degree,
但是都是做mai那些我根本不可能去做的工,
什么什么executive de,

如果读了,我又不想把自己逼到那么紧,尤其是经济方面,
大概的算了算,房租,交通,吃,和一些琐碎看不到的小钱,加起来也是一笔数,
我自己知道自己的能力去到哪里,
也知道到时那些隐藏的压力会令我有小崩溃,(也可能是大崩溃)
总而言之,我就是走稳定路线的啦,
船到桥头自然直,我走着瞧啦...>.<

有一个人,不温柔,不体贴,不浪漫,时常gek我,酸我,欺负我,男友应该做的事十条有七八条不会做,偶尔没有交代,常常先斩后奏...
(也是时候说点好的了)XD
但是,他忍我脾气,让我,愿意妥协,上进,实在,大方,打机会回我,会教我很多事,偶尔接受我无理的要求,所以我<3他,只是依赖少了,但恰恰好,我喜欢这样的一起,他有他的忙,我有我的忙,但不会忽略对方,这就是我要的,希望能长久...:D p/s 自认有时无礼+无理 sorry bangali


我,有一个梦想,
就是开一个photo album,
全部放吃的,
一来可以介绍,二来可以分享,三来不知道要吃什么的时候可以拿来看,四来如果有人要开餐厅可以拿来卖去当menu参考,hahahahaha...

ciao~


p/s 明明心里自己已经决定好了,可以直接告诉我,不需要间接给人压力,逼人做决定,这种方法我不受!

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

pj utar...meh?

at 1st plan not to further study anymore,
but when heard a fren say pj utar offer a course, Corporate communication, i was lik "wow!" cuz dunid go to Kampar also can study something related to my current course...
plus, ptptn loan for that course can get more than the fees...

after discuz wif my parent,
i was...plan to further study again,
with paying fees, shelter, n food by myself...
so i'm goin to work part time job lik hell in future,:(
all this plan is stil pending since i still nid to go utar open day to ask for more detail info bout the course...
i hope i would hav a total different life after study at thr,
i was boring of this life,
i wan to know more fren,
hope i will meet some nice fren,
n of course i wun forgot bout the old wan :)
n do the things i wan to do,
no more assg problem lik now...


that's all i was planning nowadays,
ntg much special...
ciao.................:)

Thursday, July 14, 2011

it have been a long time

it have been a long time i didn't update my blog,
finally i'm here again..:)
it's all due to my assg n presentation, plus some lazyness XD
yea, 2day i have done all the coursework, n submit it...
hooray! :D

this mean time,
ntg special happen,
or mayb i forgot,lolz
but watever,
juz briefly write wat i did (n wat i rmb) in dis mean time XD
happy cuz some1 pop out at klang, happy cuz my cousin finally born a little princess, assg,attend class hardworkingly, drama : xi li ren qi, sing k, steamboat, sushi at college, snowflake, found some1 same lame's level wif me, chocolate n sticky, get new name - lamborgini,wonder hw sbn food taste lik...that's all, brief? XD
this little blog is the place who keep all my happiness, anger, sad, secret, feeling, n non sense without complaint...XD like it...:)

gonna start study for final n den graduate,
but b4 that,
lemme play 1 more week!
after a lot of consideration,
finally i filled up the adv diploma form with "I DID NOT WISH TO CONTINUE ADVANCE DIPLOMA FOR PUBLC RELATIONS"....sad :(

soon i'll be graduate,
all the anger n sadness i had towards anything n everyone shud back to zero,
n oni keeps the happy moment,
for anything that make me sad, angry, disappointed, i dun mind anymore,
juz wanna b a easy people wif easy life...

planned to redang in nex year april,
this is already fixed, wonder how it luk lik,
how i'm gonna chit chat with my ex-college + classmate after separate,
can u all lame wif me again? XD

觉得跟你好像进入了另一个阶段,平平淡淡的,却又不是不爱,不会时时刻刻联系着或信息着,不会一直盯着手机看,不会等信息等到心烦,却会时时刻刻想念着:)
需要有自己的私人空间,也给你私人空间,
希望你也不会因为平淡了,就放手了,我也不会的,
平平淡淡,但是很实在,但是还是会一直想着随时你会离开,我才会更珍惜,平平的,其实也没有什么不好,希望一直这样习惯下去,而不是厌倦...<3

Saturday, July 2, 2011

hoot



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Thursday, June 30, 2011

3rd eye

who treat me really lik a best fren n who don't i'm clear wif that,
my 3rd eye will see it XD

thx to those who really treat me lik best fren,
thx to those who treat me as a fren,
and those who din appreciate my "真心对待", i will juz treat u lik ntg...

i'm juz a normal human being,
i will feel hard when ppl dun appreciate my work o watsoever,
n wun blame to those who din appreciate,
juz to express my feeling here~

that's all=)
here to share a joke...

Andy, Bosco and Carmen went for dinner.
Suddenly Carmen ask:"What if we don't have enough money to pay the bills?"
Andy:"Stay back work for the boss lo~ Carmen wash dishes, Boscowash floor~"
Bosco:"Then, Andy! What you wash ar?"
Andy:" I wash hand" =)
hahahahaha :D
have a nice dayy

Monday, June 27, 2011

prove

sei napet,
not dare to prove,
give u 3 more months!
if nt dun blame me y so cool to u!

p/s: sometimes, something, v shud keep quiet, altho say ,muz tel the thing out,to discuz it to prevent it bcum a big matter, but once u tel it,the thing u get will be lost its value, n never get back!

that's all
-evil sue ying-

Thursday, June 23, 2011

the power of sentences :)

Lengthy post! But...
For me, there is never a waste to spend my time read all these sentences ♥

1. I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken,
and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own.

2. I hope you wake up and it suddenly hits you:
That there wasn't anyone who loved you as much as I loved you.

3. You can't have a better tomorrow if you're still thinking about yesterday.

4. Stop letting people who do so little for you control so much of your time, life and emotions.

5. If you can't find something to live for, you better find something to die for.

6. A heartbreak isn't as loud as a bomb exploding ..
It can be as quiet as a feather falling.But the most painful thing is that no one hears it except you.

7. Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday - coming home (song title)

8. Life is full of fake people.
But before you decide to judge them, make sure you aren't one of them.

9. If it still hurts,that means you still care.

10. All I know is, you are the person who never fails to make me smile. ♥ or cry?

11. You're the first and the last thought of my everyday.

12. It's better to know and be disappointed then to never know and always wonder.

13. Have you ever wanted to meet youself and see yourself from someone else's point of view?

14. “You say that you love rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains.
You say that you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines. You say that you love the wind, but you close your windows when wind blows. This is why I am afraid, you say that you love me too.” W.Shakespeare

15. Don't let me walk away...chase me!

16. Is connecting with someone really this complicated...
or is it simple and we just make it worse ?

17. Our small stupid conversations mean more to me than you'll ever know.

18. "Everyone says forgiveness is a lovely idea, until they have to forgive." C.S.Lewis

19. Enjoy the little things:
Falling asleep on the couch and waking up with a warm blanket on you. ♥

20. Everyone says love hurts, but that's not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts.
Everyone gets these things confused with love. But in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again.

21. Silence is the best way to let someone know they did you wrong.

22. A boyfriend shouldn't just be a boyfriend. To have it happier and more worthwhile, he should also be your very best friend.

23. Live without pretending, love without depending, listen without defending, speak without offending!

24. Where shall I go?
To the left, where nothing's right?To the right, where nothing's left?

25. "But there's no use going back to yesterday, because I was a different person then." Alice in Wonderland

26. I stupidly smile at my phone when I see your name on the screen.

27. He's funny. He's adorable. He's sweet. He's loving. He's awesome. He's perfect.
I didn't say a name but he popped into your head, didn't he? (:

30. Life is like riding a bicycle - in order to keep your balance, you must keep moving. ~Albert Einstein

31. Too often we don't realize what we have until it's gone.
Too often we are too stubborn to say "Sorry, I was wrong". Too often it seems we hurt the ones closest to our hearts, and let the most foolish things tear us apart.

35. Love is not a "because", it's a "no matter what".

36. Silence is a girl's loudest cry.
You can always tell she's really hurt when she starts ignoring you.

37. Choose the guy who takes you to his house to meet his parents, not his bedroom!

38. "Be yourself.Everyone else is already taken." Oscar Wilde

39. I love it when I hug him, and he hugs me tighter. ♥

40. Just because two people argue doesn't mean they don't love each other.

41. We're never going to be as young as we're tonight!

42. I wanna run...but only far enough to make you miss me.

43. Real friends see my tears before they fall (i love my frenzz!)

(copied)
Facebook : Go.Be.Love

Sunday, June 19, 2011

sleepy

open laptop plan to do assg,
once open the note, den started to feel sleepy,
not even c d note for 10 minutes,
haha,
juz write in here for fun,
good nitez! XD

p/s: 在我想懒惰的时候可以懒惰,也是一种幸福 XD

Saturday, June 18, 2011

updated! 。happy 6 months =)

hoho~
almost 1 weeks din update my blog,
due to the lack of credit of my broadband,
dun feel lik wan to reload it,
cuz the credit run so fast recently altho din watch youtube o watever~
juz, a bit feels lik cheated! =(


woah, laz time when i stil in diploma year 1 o 2,
the bunch of assg make me headache,
but now when year 3,
a single miserable subject is gud enuf to make me headache 99...>.<
it's so challenging wa!!
chew sue ying, pls dun be lazy anymore !
start ur engine...! *bheng bheng* muahahaha :D


the day of the yesterday,
plan to do assg at eireen's house,
mana tau, all no mood,
i also no mood to do dy,
motivation whr r u??
so end up all go bac their house except me stay at her house cuz i need wifi, hehe...
at the night,
"heart blood come noisy" plan to drinks,
i bought a vodka blue label n yam wif her tiger "rawrr!"
enjoy it so much~ :)


while today i went thru a tired day,
when i on the way back, he call me n said wan fetch me back,
but i'm on the way, so i rejected,
den he start suan siao me, as usual,
say i dun1 meet him,(hope u saw this) XD
fine la, den i go midvalley wait him,
spent 3 hours thr, shop few shops n stop,
it's tired to carry heavy thing n shopping>.<
soend some time thr talk nonsense, den back!
thx ya mr. driver XD

time pass so faz,
happy 6 months to us~
in this 6 months,
thr was so many things happen that make me happy n sad, suprise n disappointed, touched, jealous, appreciate, argument,confident, lack of confident n watsoever...
thx for giving me such memory,
no matter d memory is gud o bad,
but in this moment,
d bad memory is oni just a memory n wun affect our relationhip,
in fact, when think of all those memories,
i wil juz SMILE =)

<3 ya
add on, v rockz!

Sunday, June 12, 2011

dun judge a book by it's cover

laz time a lecturer who keep skip slide once he heard a little bit noisy was make me so irritating...
but then he is quite good in teaching so i din blame all on him n complaint 99...
however, when really talk to him personally, for assg purpose, feel that actually he is good, n quite kind...
mayb i cant judge ppl so faz,
like the maxim said "dun judge a book by it's cover...
i wanna dedicate it to myself
gonna stop myself from judge ppl so fast..
mayb same case happen b4 n i duno,
duno who i judge wrong,
if got den sorry to d person...

gonna c clearly, judge acordingly...=)

Saturday, June 11, 2011

New phone:)

Bought a new 2nd hand phone from cousin... N I luv it so much!! especially d app help me save lot of money from SMS...since the digi is start to charge money from SMS to FNF member for all da Digi campus user ( I use up almost rm 4 for a day),since normally it's free...:( btw,I hv some way to save money Here... for smart phone user,Here is some apps I felt quite gud... 1. Wats app 2. Viber 3.talk box 4.bump n now I'm gonna check out more thing to use my phone in advance:D

Thursday, June 9, 2011

原来你懂我

谢谢你所做的,
我真的很感动...
这歌词,只是一部分,
对你,比这还要更多...

看住时间
别让它在再流浪
从前我太适应悲伤
你的出现在无意中
却深深撼动我
一起走着没说什么
心是满足的
这个世界
随时都要崩塌
我没有其它的愿望
假如明天将消失了
趁现在我爱着
只想记得,被你抱着
温热的感受
loves beautiful
so beautiful
我失去过
更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我
被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手
不要放手
永远守护我
loves beautiful
so beautiful
我很快乐
你会了解我
我不会再哭泣
是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着
每秒钟
都能证明一生的美丽

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

我怎么了

看起来好像emo的一篇,
可是不是!
只是觉得我好像傻了,
做了哪些白痴的事,
比如:
把自己反锁在房间,
lrt到了我傻傻站在门外,
买了食物找了钱就走,路途中还觉得手空空很轻松,到房了才发现没有把食物带回来,
不见了4个水瓶,等等等等......
我顶!
我头脑有问题了,我的也可以丢了...
有没有食物吃了可以变smart的?
介绍给我 =]


好朋友只剩下朋友,
两年了,我所多想的,现在给个结论,
原来我所想的都是对的,
同样的事情发生太多次了,多得我不得不承认,
只欠你一句承认,
但是说或不说已经不是重点了。
因为我看开了,
因为一,这个社会是现实的,互相利用,有难时当人是个物体,有乐却是个气体。
我觉得在社会上可以现实,我可以接受,因为要生存, 但是朋友之间,对我而言我觉得不必要。
你可以利用我,有事才找我,你也得到你想要的,但是有人说你的到的同时你也在失去。
之前那一句“朋友不是只有吃喝玩乐会找你,或者有心事有难时才会找你,是两样都有!”是我送给你的...
(但我还是想做好自己与拿出真心,尽量不要让自己被社会改变了,我相信也有一班人和我有同样的想法);

二,我改变不了你,我也不想改变你,
应为我不想浪费时间在你身上,两年了还不嫌多吗?
其实我已经原谅你,但是我不想看你的眼睛,我对你冷淡,我也不会表面跟你很好,
因为我内心告诉我,我们已经不是了。
我不想做个虚伪的人,我挤不出笑容,
并不是我不原谅你。
我希望你知道,交朋友不拿出真心,再好的朋友也会走掉,
再加上我心胸狭窄吧,被这样对待后,我拿不出真心;

三,我要感谢你,给我更了解“现实”,我用真心换一个经验,也令我看得更开了,如果我有新朋友,我还是会真心对待,直到我发现对方没有一样的对待我,因为我是要求公平的人...

Monday, June 6, 2011

like button

搞了不懂几久,
终于弄到了like button...
看了那些豆芽字看到我眼都花,
但是还是成功了,
虽然我不是那些很出名的人,
每天有几十几百个人来like,
不过还是做了给我的“探访者”...:D

我写得好就给个like咯,
不然就给个反应by click the reaction below every post...
bcuz i like response...=)

Sunday, June 5, 2011

自以为 XD

this song quite nice n cute,
n the lyric quite funny~
listen while seeing lyric lagi best...


(方) 开个玩笑 别太认真我只是天生幽默
干嘛这样 转过头不理我
好吧宝贝 是我哪里做错说错加搞错
冷静一下别发火
不要生气 我说一百次对不起
不要叹气 吵架甚麽了不起

(徐) 我说男生的无所谓都是自以为
我们女生一回一回都在给你机会
请你别理由一堆别再傻傻自以为
怎麽学也不会 是误会是赎罪是你不对

(方) 是我闯祸 还是每个月的亲戚害了我
干嘛这样 我受不了沉默
好吧宝贝就当作是我不对怪我 拜托
来抱一下别闪躲
不要生气 我说一百次对不起
不要叹气 吵架甚麽了不起

(合)是不是不够爱我 是不是不了解我
是不是我说的没进你耳朵

我说男生的无所谓都是自以为
我们女生一回一回都在再给你机会
请你别理由一堆别再傻傻自以为
怎麽学也不会 快承认自己不对

lyric by 崔惟楷 Luke "skywalker" Tsui

[M/V] 2AM_never let you go



突然想到这首歌...
死也不能放开你,哈哈,
我死也不会放开你的XD

Saturday, June 4, 2011

dark circle n chap pa lang

arghhhhh,
feel lik these day my dark circle gettin serious...
i'm gettin worry about it....=(
summore got eye bag, realli luk lik kung fu panda dy (fat + dark circle)
wuuuu....
after get ptptn i wanna buy eye mask n do it everyday until my eye bling bling:D

ohya, my dog mondayy ran away dy :(
it bcum so fierce, keep chasing n barking on indian,
but when facing chinese, it bcum quiet,
my mum say "dog eye see ppl down", erm...
sorry for pet lover, no offense ya~

saturday he off of bukit cahaya, i'm quite disappointed la...
but suan liao!
i wan him pay me bac the time!! doubled it!!!! muahaha >.<

ahh,
kung fu panda...
i dun1 bcum lik dat,
y panda gt dark circle stil so cute, unfair lo,XD
but no choice, i'm nt panda i cant hav dark circle >.<

for all the nite cat, pls sleep early loo,
really scare dy...
u c! i dun1 bcum lik dis lo...


i also dun1 lik this...


if u all same wif me v wil bcum lik dis =(


sleep early, bye bye XD

不容易

幸福没有捷径,只有经营,
其实我不应该去羡慕别人过得多好,
因为别人也经历过很多,有过很多挫折,
与其羡慕不如努力让人羡慕,哈哈

现在只能一直告诉自己,不要羡慕,不要太多期待
希望我真的能够做到,
和我一样的朋友会羡慕的朋友也要努力

虽然我现在还不是经营到很好,
但是算不错了,
我这样说不是要人来羡慕,
只是要说,能走到今天,我不知要用了几多眼泪,
所以不要羡慕,要努力!!

但是希望你不要因为我不去希望你就不要努力,
不然我也不懂要怎样走下去...

Monday, May 30, 2011

mondayy ^^

it's 12 noon, plan to watch kung fu panda wif family at 245,
b4 v go out,
thr's a doggie came to my house,
but that time we're rushing to go out,
doggie seems like us,
so we hav an idea~
if the doggie stil in my house after we come bac, den we adopt it!!
n that time actuali v feel impossible it will stay until v bac home...

245 watching kung fu panda, feel funny that 2 oldie watch wif us...oldie? haha, my dad & mom..
btw, the muvi was nice n funny...
went to vivo, hav a nice time thr...

almost 6p.m n we reached home,
wowwwww....the doggie stil sit in front of our door...
mayb got jodoh guaa XD
so v decided 2 adopt it,
i called him as "mondayy" bcuz it came on monday...
but i'm scare, i think it's time 2 learn 2 play wif dog n not to afraid of it...
stil wondering can v take care of mondayy,
if nt i think v wil let it go n for mondayy to find a better ppl to take care of him...
btw, i scare it n it scare me too....XD
here is mondayy photo~

Sunday, May 29, 2011

beautiful of distance

distance make beautiful,
now i realize,
i shudn't blame distance as an obstacle in relationship,
n i shudn't blame the distance stop me from noe u well.
however i shud thx the distance make us miss each other,
n a suitable distance make a slow n long relationship...

wat i want to mean is,
many thing has no actual answer but it is depend on hw u luk at it,
for everything, try to luk on both positive n negative side,
it doesn't mean that if u do so u'll b happy but for me at least it stop us from being depress n pessimist...

gud luck!
mizya...

Monday, May 23, 2011

u forgot

i think u most probably forgot,
i hope i'm a forgetful person so that i wun so emo...like nw
juz wan to b happy lik b4,
sleep when i want to sleep,
not like now, everyday have to wait,
and everyday have suprise,
the suprise is wonder what mood i wil bring it to my bed n sleep,
it's different all the day!
felt that i'm losing a kind of freedom..
i never regret,
altho u always make me sad n angry,
but cant deny u can make me happy too,
i cant blame, i'm juz hope that in future,
there wil b more happy memories more than d sad 1,
however... juz sometimes the waiting makes me miss my single life...

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

summer rain

malaysia is summer throughout the year n 2day is raining,
so,
listen to summer rain :D
1st calm down my mind,
2nd i like this song,
3rd i wud lik 2 share this song to u all :)

u'll noe him if u watch glee, glee is nice, trust me X)

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

成绩出炉~

刚刚上网查了成绩,
两科都是B+,
虽然说B+和A-只是一线之差,
但是已经很好了啦,算满意了,
CGPA还是一样在3.5,幸好~
不过这是我最后第二次这样上网拿成绩了,会怀念这个紧张的时刻~
还有会怀念每次拿成绩前睡觉时的inception,梦中有梦 XD
哈哈~

罗嗦的再说一遍,
很得很希望一切能照计划发展..
虽然是说已经有计划,
可是前途与钱途好像还是一片迷茫...

突然的又想到马六甲旅行,
不知怎么就是很喜欢这种感觉,
希望以后会有根多这种机会,
最好每次都有同样的感觉~

还有还有,
fast and furious 5 真的很够好看啊,
但如果不是坐在第一排应该会更好看XD
又好笑又刺激,
值得一看~

又要借这个地方来谢谢你,
谢谢你抽空陪我看戏,又帮我板东西回宿舍,
真的不懂你早上有开会的...
谢啦!

如果现在有些钱我就不会post这篇了,
因为我要去走街!我要买买买买=D
可是绝对不是现在!

Monday, May 9, 2011

past future now

saw a meaningful status from my beloved lecture~
here is it:
Never Think Hard about PAST,
It brings Tears...
Don't Think more about FUTURE,
It brings Fears...
Live this Moment with a Smile,
It brings Cheers!!!!

so chill ya to all my fren, stay happy n cool!B)

and i shud use all the good deed u done to me to help me forgot all the sad memories between us, thx all for d things, i'm appreciate it!

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

愛。心

好像每次重复着一样的东西,
连我都懂整个对白会是怎样的了,
气也气过了,但觉得生气只是在消耗精神,
也变得懒得生气了,或许懒得生气是一种失望!

愛(繁体),有个“心”字,
可是时代变了,
现在的爱,没有“心”了。
所谓的七年之痒,也缩短成三四年,
世界在变,你控制不了,
惟有你可以控制自己,
你拿出你的心,
你也可以用心,
你可以吗?

我可以说出你要说的话,
证明我已经了解你,
也证明你从来没有为我改变过什么,
还是一样,
跟你说过几次了,
希望你会改,
可是我只能说,
恐怕没有能力令你想改。

用心用心,
很想知道你有没有真正用心过!

Sunday, April 24, 2011

R.I.P

今天在fb收到一个很不好的消息,
我不知道发呆了几久才回神过来。
我一个朋友的弟弟去世了,
曾经还住在朋友家,跟他玩,
他是oku,但是他很乖的,
还记得他知道我要电头发,会准备插头给我,
还有一次是,他把我bag里面的东西拿来玩,自己听mp3,haha
还会fb share video...
etc etc

可是看了朋友的status,
知道他去世前很辛苦,
去世了希望他会得到释放,
因为没有人希望他痛。。。

R.I.P yoong sean...
和希望我朋友和他的家人节哀顺变...



要好好珍惜身边的人,家人,朋友,和另一半,
等到你想珍惜了,
恐怕已经没有机会了,
因为没有人会知道明天会发生什么事,
健康很重要,希望我身边的人会好好照顾身体...

Saturday, April 23, 2011

awsv

awsv取消了,
因为我们要去的那天刚好要环境检察,
所以就退回deposit和取消了,
怎么那么衰?
真的马票也没那么准!
还蛮失望的,
毕竟期待了很久...
只好希望下次会去.

因为所以,我建议去马六甲咯~
还不懂能不能去到,
因为前几次去都还蛮好玩...
jonker street, the jetty 都很爽,
再加上ssg的玩笑,一定会很“丰富”的~

但,
我好像说得太快,
所以小云顶得取消?
突然做不到决定...
怎么办...

Monday, April 18, 2011

真的很浪费

今天去看了asiaparttime.com
超多工的,全部rm80到100或以上,
想到现在做着这个part time,真的很"暗捶"...
一天才那rm40,
而且一天morning shift也拿不到,
joyoga 也应该取消了。
难得放假也不能喝个茶...
每天做到十点半,
每天只可以用“我可以睡到很迟”来安慰自己不要太“暗捶”...
有够惨的!
没有下次了!
其实,做别的工也可以睡到够,因为不是每天,而且工钱又高,
朋友,我的建议是,
要找‘工记得去asia part time XD
而且做几天就等于现在这份工的几倍!
而且那里都有强调college student are welcomed!
啊.....
伤心 + 伤心
现在的心情就好象:


算了吧=(
不过很开心的事,
可能有机会进银行做工~
希望一切照我的计划发展=)

Saturday, April 16, 2011

爱犯了错

爱犯了错
最近超爱这首歌,
是一首越听越好听的歌~
歌词也不错,
其中几句我很喜欢~

牵你的手 在慌乱城市中
吻你额头 拥你在怀中
如果到老 一定不会放手
紧紧拥抱 表情都看不到
我想给的 你不再需要
爱情灭了 想放放不了

我们的爱犯了什么错
眼泪又在不停流
((是不是谁给的不够
还是谁放的太多))

我们的爱犯了什么错
不能向前不能退后
((谁应该原谅谁
变成爱的结果))
这结果是谁的错

((我感觉到却假装不知道
以为可能会变得更好
爱情太高 谁都到不了))

enjoy it=)

Friday, April 15, 2011

go smooth

going to jogoya on 22 april,
hope that i can get morning shift on that day, pls, i'm really need it,
cuz i hope to go out for something else in this sem break instead of keep work,n sleep n repeat over n over again..since d snowflakes is off =(
but i stil think of it~ (n mcd breakfast)XD

monday, is my off day, n it's my day :D
hope everything go smooth on that day~
"i close my eye, n , pray~ "
support justin bieber k? =)

bye bye

Thursday, April 14, 2011

dis few day

working n working~
leg pain n pain~
makan n makan~
boring n boring~

keep playing island paradise now, keep fishing lik wat i'm fishing on work,
ops, i shud nt do that, no more next time k :D

working, talking bout ex,
oh~ no feel at all,
i'm totally let go la,
or i shud say i'm totally let go for a long time,
when got to noe something,
realy get shock~
but it proven that wat i feel is correct,
luckily i'm free from it now :D
n i happy wif u nw...n hope u dun always bully me again!
btw, i feel that working place sure hav ppl discuz about me,
cuz about...
but i dun care,
cuz the mouth is urs...
so juz talk watever u lik to talk...
n i accidentally told something,
aiks, sure many ppl will got to noe soon,(6th sense told me)
but nvm la!
i cant do anythg to stop it...

n mum, i'm gonna tell u something,
actually i'm so worry those word "dun put so much heart into it 1st"
altho it's true but wil influence me a lot,
i will think a lot n bcum so sensitive,
n den problem come...
wat to do?

Monday, April 11, 2011

u

always felt u not enuf time to acc me,
and very pek cek + bo song,
after have a long talk,
oni then i realized i dun und the situation,
but u have fault also, n so do i...
mayb in other ppl's eye,
u seldom acc me, never use ur time on me,
but now i understand d reason, so i accept it...
or i shudn't care too much o how ppl luk on us...

nice to say v both din argue, juz talk bout d problem "peacefully",
dis is wat i appreciate,
but stil have a bit hard feeling,
cuz the problem cant solve now o being solved immediately
wat can v do now is have to understand 1st, and after sometime, it will be fine,
i hope this problem wil getting fine...


and the word i said: "i noe u wun do that!impossible..."
nt want to indirect forced u to do something,
juz...i dun hope u simply give me hope and then end up i disappointed again,
lik wat happen always on us in laz time...
but u change a lot, thx..GOd! n u...

that's all for us,
suddenly felt that understanding and communication is very important in relationship...cuz i never noe there is so much thing behind this..
so for all the couple,
pls do understanding n communicate to prevent unnecessary misunderstanding,
good luck!

Sunday, April 10, 2011

active

hah! my blog bcum so active due to the boredom in holiday...
kinda sad, i was so bored it juz 1st day of my holiday,
can some1 help me make it more interesting, i cant make it alone XD

as usual, go to uncle shop eat steam lala~
as usual also, d lala is stil so delicious~
as usual alalalso, something happened over thr,
hw come they use such unethic way to fight for sales?
how unethic?
let me tel u, dey do something and make all my uncle 's customer dun1 to come due to some "worry" of car?
it juz make both restaurant die togather!
dun forget u r at the same area...
stupid!
hope this thing can de solve asap...fight!

aha~i rmb my previous post said about i feel lonely in kl rite,
now feel bored,
what shud i choose? both i also dun like XD
but choose bored la, better than lonely ...

2moro go kl again to bring back all my thingy, really a lot,
n i dun think it is neccessary to list in here,
but i want say i can hug my big big domo again after 2moro~ haha
bye...:D

p/s: I AM SO LAZY AND TIRED OF WAITING U PLAY DOTA! TIRED. GTH LA!

Saturday, April 9, 2011

holidayyyyyyyyyyy :D

hahaha, finally finish the exam,
doesn't matter it can pass o nt 1st, cuz v can step in the exam hall means dunid to repeat~ i dun think i wanna stay at kl ady after graduate, so the most important thing is hope i wun serious until repeat, n successfully i didn't XD

hmm, kinda suprise i got enuf time for this time exam,
b4 exam start, i was so worry cuz my frens said "har, v read a lot leh" cuzz b4 they told this to me i said i read a bit oni, cuz feel like i have ntg much 2 read,
but when see the exam paper, ho seh la, d thing i din read din come out!! haha~

btw, stil can complete it, the oni thingy is i duno wat i wrote is whether right o wrong, no confident on my ans...
but, tht's nt the point! d point is we r merdeka, n now i'm currently at klang~
enjoy-nya at here...kl make me feel lonely...but goin 2 work soon in 3 days after this...come and find me for lunch leh...=/

i shud end my rubbish post here, wonder people read my blog, who really concern my blog , i think not more than 5, pity =(
zao 1st, bye

Friday, April 8, 2011

tomorrow is d exam~

haha, after read all the notes, my mind bcum more empty~
actuali i dun noe wat to read, i juz read all the big title, hope can elaborate well in 2moro...
ntg to read...but 1 word from a fren of mine make a very deep impression 4 me, n i felt it quite true is he siad " But when facing the paper oni know many things never read:( "
hahaha, dun hope this kind of thing happen in 2moro!
gud luck to me n all other candidate-fren...:)

n yea~~
finally holiday is coming,
gonna play to the max in this 2 days,
den work!! :(
muvi, yumcha, sleep 99, shopping is a must~

hah, u r come back at the right time,
we work on the same time, same place,
hope i din yam until scare...XD
nice to meet u back, colleague...

ah, another thing is,
suddenly feel like... or i shud say i hope nobody wil find me in fb chat box,
for those who like to find ppl chat for whole day, and almost do it everyday
pls dun do this,
i need my own time,
chat for once a while can, but dun everyday + all the time pls!!!
i want to say this since laz week...

actuali i felt that i'm changing
i like to analyse myself
tht's make so much rubbish in my blog abt myself XD
i felt i'm changing when i saw a status, 没有你我爱上寂寞
wth dis is disgusting!!
and getting dislike to read those emo article,
n addicted to something yengz n funny n lame~
i think the "happy" me is back~ wuhoo

oh!!
ssg is having one more couple, congratez, n stay sweet~ hehe :D
18 members then? XD
yet, hope another fren is enjoying her single life,
all a fren wat is u to be happy, take care :)

nowadays i'm so sensitive to those word "everyday noe how to play oni" "leg so itchy, always go here n thr" "every day eat eat eat, face fat fat" said by a "mature" man...
nah, i have my own pasah~ i will arrange my thing, i also have my own task n plan ok, but i noe u r joking, so i dun care XD

again, gud luck for my exam n happy holiday~ weeeeee

Saturday, April 2, 2011

april fool

this april fool i get fool by god!
y i'm sick on tht day and make so mch things happen?
but now is ok dy,
dun hope this fool affect frenship...

n yet, duno gud news o bad news,
i got "bruno mars" number,
thx 4 all the help ya,
stil can work in his live concert...
haha...
interesting dao.....
so i consider 80%get fool by u all la...SSG,
cuz i din send my resume 4 yeang...>.<

now, alone at room, odering mcd,
feel lik a bit forced to eat..
but nvm la, caring ma...=)
M, i'm lovin' it..=.=
haha
n thx for other thing also...many things..

exam coming, make me look more forward to holiday,
sometimes happy because holiday coming, sometimes worry bout exam,
conflict of emotion....>.<

hope all thing fas fas over, i wan go jogoya , genting, and awsv!!!
88~

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

random

从Assg中逃出来,写了这篇~
最近真的忙死了,
真的想逃离的感觉,
很想不要再emo,可是,这样的情况不得不偷偷又emo了一两下~
若然狗改不了吃屎,我就是那只狗=(

很多事令我想逃,很多话影响了我,
觉得自己很没用,容易被影响,
是应该要坚强点的,但坚强是不是难免有融入了一点点残忍,对自己残忍,也对别人残忍?
乱...
但是我还是选择了坚强点,残忍点,受伤就也少一点,
应该要在适当的时候懒得理别人说什么或怎样看我,这样我会不会比较好过?

流言蜚语,看法
是从别人身上的来得,
改不了,只能好好利用它,
只想利用这些话,让我坚强点,
酱就不算被打败了,就赢了,是吗?算吗?

Saturday, March 19, 2011

it just so NGAM!

aish!
y everytime i din go bac klang,
u all so ngam go yc,
i long time din join u all dy, haiz!
but when i go back is so ngam again u all busy...
i'm juz so shuei...
the muvi i'm number also lik dat,hot air balloon also lik dat....
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, March 18, 2011

whoa....

all my live have been gud but now,
i'm thinking what the hell.
all i want is to mess around and i dun really care bout
if u love me, if u hate me
you can save me, baby baby
all my live i've been good but now,
whoa, what the hell...

-by avril lavigne

when can i get crazy again,
bunch of assg, dis n dat, macam macam nia...
hope to finish all the work asap n muz b a good piece of work,
argh, tht's what called life mayb ... zig zag style of life...lolz

btw, so faz, we 3 months already...haha...<3

a funny thing 2 share,
i juz watch "knight and day" ytd,
one of the scene is abt people in spain celebrate a festival, got bull 1...
den when i sleep i dream of many bull run here and there on the ROOF TOP, n i stay in one of the house, the house luks lik d house in spain, den d bull too big cant jump over frm 1 roof top to anothr roof top, so i saw many bull fallin down..."piang"!!...lolz

p/s: hope can done my assg asap and all da chap pa lang den i can go genting...!! weeeeeee

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

argh

why lecture ask us to come at 945 but herself come early at 9 sumthing and leave at 930. how we get the title if nobody was come at 9a.m...
this make me rush! dun hope to have this kind of problem anymore...

btw, i juz bought the red shirt that i aimmm for sooo looong =D
finally i bring it back! yeah!
and i can wear it~ in some occasion, lolz
but because of this i over budget also, cuz i tot everything ngam2 ady..nvm la!

whyyy, y i stay at 4th floor, always nid to climb up n down,
this is so tired! i juz do something so meaningless 2day by climbing up and down with my heavy laptop...the meaningless thing make me feel more tired of climbing, altho i wan keep fit but seriously not by climbing stairscaselik this way, exhausted!

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

奢侈品 (Forwarded)

下面是一生人可以擁有的25件奢侈品:

1 能背著包包走天下的健康

2 舒心的工作

3 起風的天總有人提醒你加衣

4 睡著的時候總有人為你蓋被

5 穿上便宜T恤也很美麗的健康身材

6 寫得一手好字

7 想旅行時,總有談得來的朋友願意請假陪伴

8 每天都能踏實地睡個好覺

9 會欣賞美麗的心和能欣賞美麗的心情

10 每時每刻都過得有意義和幸福

11 一個教會你愛和被愛的人

12 你為之甘心付出的寶寶

13 心中永遠的自由

14 帶給他人向上的精神特質

15 學會放棄

16 學會承受

17 接受並珍惜生活賜予你的一切

18 親自播種,收穫

19 珍藏一件凝聚情感的物品

20 尋找失落的童心

21 心境開闊

22 信守一個諾言

23 嘗盡美食

24 偶爾使個小小壞

25 把你所能想到的一件浪漫的事變為現實

雖然對於上述的"奢侈品"並非所有都認同,但我從來都認為人們很多時都把富有跟金錢劃上等號,然而,人越活得久,越發現金錢根本不等於富有...。

Monday, March 7, 2011

stress

feel so stress for that subject...
i think i most probably wun continue study anymore,
gotta struggle for this las 2 sem den balik kampung...
some1 is wait for me, and the responsibility,
and the feeling when asking money from parent is super duper ...em..
i dun like the feeling..
and i feel something akward between us, becum not so frenly ady, or may be i think too much...? sometimes really feel lik so alone, i dun like to walk alone, and feel like u all have our own buddy,izit bcuz i late join u all? i've been thinking this few days...some1 tel me y? this is all my feeling, i really feel like being 忽略... or i really think too much? but i dun hope to be lik this, dun wanna bring any yi han after diploma graduate... frenship 4eva...

Sunday, March 6, 2011

interview @ melaka

ewww, when think of the interview i think of the 2 men
super geli! keep say bomoh things, n they are extreme...
em but anyway thx to tel us so much knowledge altho it is not really related n useful...lolz =/

but thx to the modern nyonya auntie for the information altho i found it nt so detail...oh, am i too picky...?
watever la, but i think it is enuf for presentation... anyway, i think v have got to know at least some knowledge about baba n byonya culture, almost same lik chinese, it quite fun! but if dun have the bomoh thing den will be better...=)
thx for 2 guys who so kind n keep fetch us here n thr, if i was the driver i think i'm frustrated! =/

hah, that's the point! i love jacuzzi so much...feel lik wanna fix a jacuzzi in my future house :D i'm enjoy it so much... how gud if the jacuzzi is with the fragance oil (lavender o rose) and put some flower? den open radio n soak myself in the jucuzzi, wuiseh! and have the first experience of IT! so excited...haha
nadeje cake...i like the 1st piece on the top...but it make me so full after i finish half of it...=/ but have to go n try it if u havent try b4...it nice anyway, o i shud say it is nice when u hungry...XD
ar, 1 more, i've tried a very special meehun...it's cheese meehun, i now it sounds a bit weird but it is delicious...

haiz, i'm gonna tel u wat i've done in melaka so u blif i really go thr for doing assg... hope those suspects n the pekcekness will all faded...hope u will accept him if i told u...argh, no eye to see lah...

distance expand the missing towards some1...this is true...n i'm not used to it yet, i mean the distance...imy n hope u'll feel the same...lolz...geli >.<
tht's all...

Thursday, March 3, 2011

直话直说

这些都是我要告诉你们的话,虽然你们未必,或者根本不可能看到,但是我只想写出来,没有可以针对,没有别的意思~ 如果你觉得看了会被影响,那就不要看吧!

你, 懂了,可是我说不出口,等时间给我勇气。我会好好对你,因为你对我很好,就算你对我不好,我还是会好好对你 们=)

你, 很厉害,很聪明。结果就是我被骗,被骗得EQ变高了一点点,可是不懂被骗的时候真的很伤心,我应该感谢还是责怪你?

你,很爱炫耀,做人低调点不好吗?你有本事的话,你不去炫耀别人也会觉得你很好。一个人的价值,品行是自然散发出来的,不要假装,这只会令人厌恶!

你, 我不了解你,我中觉得你话中有话,我很乱,我不想那么乱和复杂,好像攻心计,我喜欢简简单单的过我要的生活。

你,没有在写谁,只是想要说,不喜欢我的人,或者不喜欢我哪一点的人`,不要敷衍我,直接跟我说我那里令到你不满意。我不是钞票,不能令每个人都喜欢我,但是越少越好。

study o not study?

kinda confused whether i stil wan to cont my adv dip o not?
hmm.....haiz,faint!
no much mood to study due to some reason (long story)

suddenly feel that my creativity super low when i'm doing this "public n media relation" assg...how to attract media? it's so easy to say n plan proposal lik wat i've done in year 1, but then when come to real it makes me think until vomit!

cannot change the product, but the idea have to be new...this is so contradict n tough man...!!
our company is pizza,our news making method is tie up with celebration...so wat v plan is engagement + valentine's at pizza hut, but tutor say no news value, den v choose the best couple to be spokesperson, but tutor say boring...AND THEN, v change to flash mob to grab attn,dis can promote pizza by doin the same ction using any item at pizza during velentine's day, this can be covered to educate to d reader what is flash mob if media cover this news but tutor says this flash mob is too common....
what he want, anyone giv me power 2 know what he is thinking? i'm gonna faint... faint ar!

on d other side, v goin to melaka to interview baba n nyonya, it sounds fun=) wat i found interesting is v can play n eat over thr, n of course work at thr (+__+), hope this interview will be success~ but then the hotel is soooo....pek, all fully booked, but end up v got a room..=) dis is a gud starting anyway...

gud luck 2 me on these super annoying assg, mali mali hom!
chao 1st...bye________________bye

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

elevator

found this song so nice recently,
elevator by david archuleta,
the lyric so nice..

elevator goes up
elevator come down
and u juz go with the flow
until your feet are back on the ground
it's an endless ride
sometimes it takes u up
sometimes it tears u down inside
but it's the butterflies
that keep u feeling so alive, so alive
you gotta get back high

u'll never know
what u gonna get
what u dun expect will come n find you
if u laugh or cry
if u run n hide
but it's all alright

Monday, February 21, 2011

脚痛

我的右脚的骨本来就凸出来的,
很久就这样了,我也不以为然,
起初以为小时候鞋的尺码不对造成的,
不是什么大事情。
去年,
我就开始穿包鞋了,
可是没有中学白鞋那么松,
穿下穿下,凸出来的地方就痛了,
就这样痛了几个月,
我以为是鞋太紧的关系。
可是有一天,
被他看到,
他表情很夸张,说一定要看铁打,
可能是骨脱,
可是拖着没去看到,
我心想“真的酱严重?”
就告诉我妈,
哪知,
老妈表情一样夸张,
惨咯,
真的怕了,
老妈讲骨头的事情不能玩玩的,
还问我会痛吗?我说会咯。
然后她就一直讲够力,
够力够力,够力到我都怕!
所以这个星期上完课就要回去照x光 T_T
连艺文都讲够力,
看来好像真的很够力...
=(

Saturday, February 19, 2011

塞车

我 所有耐性用完 魂魄像驮盘
冒着大汗 再次抱怨 可否快点
你 任我沿途在怨 犹如从未听见
继续黑起脸 喷着第四口烟

未看到如何前去 但已知无从回去
这种错恋 多 爱一天 错一天
我今天 竟仍然留在里面

我 原来无路可退 停留在重灾区
着了急 仍呆坐这里
这关系 像驾车 困於挤塞的市区
无言同路的一对 看着残酷的世界
还能做做爱侣 还是要忍下去

我 跟你在等弯转 何以未转灯
烈日下面 冷气太暖 想开猛点
我 又再爬前十寸 难捱程度不变
翳闷车厢里 各自坐上针毡

未看到如何前去 但已知无从回去
这种错恋 多 爱一天 错一天
我今天 竟仍然留在里面

我 原来无路可退 停留在重灾区
着了急 仍呆坐这里
这关系 像驾车 困於挤塞的市区
无言同路的一对 看着残酷的世界
还能做做爱侣 还是要忍下去

离合器令我很累 逐寸的 逐寸的
蚁行下去 被困这里 没法收队

爱 原来无路可退 停留在重灾区
着了急 仍呆坐这里
这关系 像驾车 困於挤塞的市区
无言同路的一对 看着残酷的世界
还能做做爱侣 还是要忍下去

i think everyone life is juz like the lyric,
wonder how future look like, want to move on and discovered it,
at the same time the road u taken u cant reverse, or mayb u'll waste a lot of time to turn back and end up with moving on another road.
it juz lik when we r facing problem, and u r stuck, what can u do juz be patient and wait and move step by step accordingly, juz lik a ppl stuck in traffic jam...
tht's the life, find out ur way to live ur life...

Thursday, February 10, 2011

i wan keep fit!!!

oh my,
the weight measurement device got problem,
n make my mood up and down up and down...
weight up mood down, weight down mood up! XD
54 bcum 53, 53 bcum 52, 52 bcum 53, 53 bcum 54, 54 bcum 52, now 54!
kanasai.............

gonna set target dy, wanna keep until 50,51 when i 21 years old, izit possible?
no one noe....lolz...dun give up!

STHM!



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Saturday, January 29, 2011

during holiday

doing nothing in this holiday but watching drama...
1st time have the experience watching 2 drama at the same time...lolz (in pps n astro)
btw, kinda dry my holiday was...the another half part of my holiday i would not make it so dry n boring...
however, thr r some thing quite nice, n funny n happy...
first of all, thx she's for celebrate my b'day n the cake is nice n thx for the present n i'm enjoy the melacca trip so much :D esp the 顺“强水”柜服务~haha
but we do not afford to do the spa, it sooo expensive...v shud find a cheaper 1...
2nd is thx for u all buy shirt for me ;D
so exp de shirt is, n quite shocked! O.O
3rd is ah ben is soo cute, nice to play with u~ hahah XD
like dis baby so much <3
gotta give birth such a cute baby in future, hahahaha XD

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

mr.right

1真正爱你的男人,一下子说不出真正爱你的理由,只知道自己顾不上注意别人。



2真正爱你的男人,其实总惹你生气,你却发觉不了他到底做错什么。



3真正爱你的男人,很少当面赞美你,可是心里肯定你是他最棒的。



4真正爱你的男人,会在你忘记回复他短信时狠狠地说你一顿。



5真正爱你的男人,只可能在你一个人的面前流眼泪,当你触摸到他时,也触摸到了那颗只为你跳动的心。



6真正爱你的男人,会默默的记住你不经意说过的话,在某时某刻重复它们。



7真正爱你的男人,总觉得有些话只说一遍就够了,因为你已经了解他的心,说得多了,他会觉得不珍贵。



8真正爱你的男人,总是叫你小姑娘,可是每次他做什么重大的决定,却总想先听听你的建议。



9真正爱你的男人,不喜欢玩具小毛熊,却一直把你送他的小熊放在床头。



10真正爱你的男人,嘴巴虽不甜,但是他的吻能传递他所有的热情。



11真正爱你的男人,当你听到你对他讲很【酸】的话时,他反而会装得很正经,其实心里很甜很甜。



12真正爱你的男人,不会轻易对你当面说【我爱你】,因为他为你做过的每件事都已经这么说了,除非在非常时刻,为了不让你无端地误解他。



13真正爱你的男人,如果他去机场接你,不会像你期望的那样捧着玫瑰大声叫【亲爱的】,只是自然的提过你的行李,然后想用眼睛抱紧你似的心疼地说,怎么瘦得像豆芽菜了?



14真正爱你的男人,当你发脾气时,只会不做声地听你把火发完,然后,慢慢地说,你明天有课吗?早点睡吧。



15真正爱你的男人,不懂当你生气挂掉电话后应该立即打来,过了若干小时后会发条短信问你消气了没?如果你质问他为何这么久才打来,他会理直气壮地说,你生气时我的解释一定没有用,等你的火消了,我的解释才有效。



16真正爱你的男人,不会轻易做出承诺,因为他想让自己成为你心中说话最算话的男子汉,只想给你最可靠最安全的幸福。



17真正爱你的男人,当和你发生争执时,总是控制不了地先妥协,先承认【我错了】,过后发来短信以【神经病】开头,以【宝贝】结尾,事实上你也清楚,这次是你有点无理取闹。



18真正爱你的男人,总告诉你不要胡思乱想,因为其实他在为你们谋划着最美丽的未来,同时让你无忧无虑地等待他要给你的惊喜。



19真正爱你的男人,可能不像你一样清楚地记着某些纪念日,他觉得爱你是每时每刻的,并不是这几天简单的日子。



20真正爱你的男人,如果不能经常见到你,他会让自己忙碌起来,为了不去想你,因为他知道一想你将会一发不可收拾。

真的很像你 =)

Sunday, January 16, 2011

HOLIDAY!!!!!!

Finally i done my final~
yeah...........
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
words cant really express my mood now~
really happy!! x infinity
mayb i'm too suffer from my final....(are u sure? O.o)
em mayb i got not enough sleep so it make me feel suffer but nt because of the notes~ lolz( i'm lan c i noe :D)
so my holidays started, imma becum a shopaholic in d 1st day of my holiday, and i bought 1 bag and i like it soooo much...=)
however, the shirt at thr is not nice enough, juz...i'm goin to shop again at fahrenheit 88 and times square SOON to look for more shirts for my new year ...
and juz finish giving suprise for my lame fren, chye li,
hey happy birthday chye li!!!! ;D
really envy u soo much o~
have such nice fren like me and ur bf, stay sweet ya~ XD

hah~ that's 2day...and i have my SHE's gang trip to meleka on 2moro...
kinda excited when think of it, bacause i really nid a vacation now~ woohoo
when heard that yi wen said the hotel we book is near the jeti and we can enjoy seeview, go to the cafe and yumcha, and it juz located at the town. so v can walk around thr without makin whole trip so troblesome by drive here and thr, and so i'm feel super excited now! hah! can't wait for 2moro~ have a nice trip den working!!
hey, i'm looking forward for the so called reunion dinner~ haha, want to hear u all lame and kang n suan siao~ weeeeeeee

however, on my birthday, i would lik to thanks to those who give me the present...
suit me a lot...haha,i want kill the eye bag!! and the fake cake is super duper lame until i .......duno how to say! XD anyway thx ya! and i'm happy juz because i receive a lot of fb notifications on that day, haha! thx all who wish me happy birthday~ oh ya, lolz, i receive ur happy birthday wish and feel thankful but so what?! i stil feel irritating on u...lolz

that's all...enjoy my trip and holiday // =P

Thursday, January 13, 2011

读书考试太无聊

又是考试期间,算一算我已经有半个月没回家了. 唉!
不过星期六那科已经室最后一科啦~ 也是最难的一科 (因为很多senior failed所以觉得很难),也对!写到再好coursework也只拿了56per100...心痛心痛....!
所以唯有加油了!
这次考试我承认自己还蛮懒惰的,因为不到最后一天都不读书 :D
读不完又怕,结果每天读到4567点~哈哈,是差不多七点...
翅膀硬了,不怕死,hahahahaha...XD
明明不够时间了,还在浪费时间,做无聊事比如:


就是想看我自己睡觉的样子,原来是这样的!哈哈~ 还有一粒豆豆在鼻子中间,天啊!


假期要到了,玩个够再做工~
期待马六甲trip,也期待整天颓废的感觉,吃,看戏,睡觉~哈哈
但只能维持到20号,过后就做工了~
在aeon,得空找我lunch吧。
因为我是个没人约的家伙...lolz

想下想下,我已经二十岁了,
真的不敢相信~ 可是还是得相信~ haha
我反而更加喜欢这个年龄...
其实我真的觉得一起去年比较幸福,
记得有一年的生日,
我在堂姐家,
堂姐的妈妈下午就开始煮很多好料的,
晚上他们又买了很多食物,
还买了蛋糕,帮我庆祝,
我真的真的很感动,
那是我第一次有人帮我办生日会,
为了我准备了这么多,
把握当家人这样看待,
不过,我那时是懂得珍惜的,
没有遗憾~ :D
而现在羡慕了,
原来我真的很不喜欢呆在宿舍...
现在想起,我已经很久没去那边了,而我又要做工!
时间不够分!!

p/s: 不要有所期待,期望越大失望越大....
Red Lollipop