^.^

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

愛。心

好像每次重复着一样的东西,
连我都懂整个对白会是怎样的了,
气也气过了,但觉得生气只是在消耗精神,
也变得懒得生气了,或许懒得生气是一种失望!

愛(繁体),有个“心”字,
可是时代变了,
现在的爱,没有“心”了。
所谓的七年之痒,也缩短成三四年,
世界在变,你控制不了,
惟有你可以控制自己,
你拿出你的心,
你也可以用心,
你可以吗?

我可以说出你要说的话,
证明我已经了解你,
也证明你从来没有为我改变过什么,
还是一样,
跟你说过几次了,
希望你会改,
可是我只能说,
恐怕没有能力令你想改。

用心用心,
很想知道你有没有真正用心过!

Sunday, April 24, 2011

R.I.P

今天在fb收到一个很不好的消息,
我不知道发呆了几久才回神过来。
我一个朋友的弟弟去世了,
曾经还住在朋友家,跟他玩,
他是oku,但是他很乖的,
还记得他知道我要电头发,会准备插头给我,
还有一次是,他把我bag里面的东西拿来玩,自己听mp3,haha
还会fb share video...
etc etc

可是看了朋友的status,
知道他去世前很辛苦,
去世了希望他会得到释放,
因为没有人希望他痛。。。

R.I.P yoong sean...
和希望我朋友和他的家人节哀顺变...



要好好珍惜身边的人,家人,朋友,和另一半,
等到你想珍惜了,
恐怕已经没有机会了,
因为没有人会知道明天会发生什么事,
健康很重要,希望我身边的人会好好照顾身体...

Saturday, April 23, 2011

awsv

awsv取消了,
因为我们要去的那天刚好要环境检察,
所以就退回deposit和取消了,
怎么那么衰?
真的马票也没那么准!
还蛮失望的,
毕竟期待了很久...
只好希望下次会去.

因为所以,我建议去马六甲咯~
还不懂能不能去到,
因为前几次去都还蛮好玩...
jonker street, the jetty 都很爽,
再加上ssg的玩笑,一定会很“丰富”的~

但,
我好像说得太快,
所以小云顶得取消?
突然做不到决定...
怎么办...

Monday, April 18, 2011

真的很浪费

今天去看了asiaparttime.com
超多工的,全部rm80到100或以上,
想到现在做着这个part time,真的很"暗捶"...
一天才那rm40,
而且一天morning shift也拿不到,
joyoga 也应该取消了。
难得放假也不能喝个茶...
每天做到十点半,
每天只可以用“我可以睡到很迟”来安慰自己不要太“暗捶”...
有够惨的!
没有下次了!
其实,做别的工也可以睡到够,因为不是每天,而且工钱又高,
朋友,我的建议是,
要找‘工记得去asia part time XD
而且做几天就等于现在这份工的几倍!
而且那里都有强调college student are welcomed!
啊.....
伤心 + 伤心
现在的心情就好象:


算了吧=(
不过很开心的事,
可能有机会进银行做工~
希望一切照我的计划发展=)

Saturday, April 16, 2011

爱犯了错

爱犯了错
最近超爱这首歌,
是一首越听越好听的歌~
歌词也不错,
其中几句我很喜欢~

牵你的手 在慌乱城市中
吻你额头 拥你在怀中
如果到老 一定不会放手
紧紧拥抱 表情都看不到
我想给的 你不再需要
爱情灭了 想放放不了

我们的爱犯了什么错
眼泪又在不停流
((是不是谁给的不够
还是谁放的太多))

我们的爱犯了什么错
不能向前不能退后
((谁应该原谅谁
变成爱的结果))
这结果是谁的错

((我感觉到却假装不知道
以为可能会变得更好
爱情太高 谁都到不了))

enjoy it=)

Friday, April 15, 2011

go smooth

going to jogoya on 22 april,
hope that i can get morning shift on that day, pls, i'm really need it,
cuz i hope to go out for something else in this sem break instead of keep work,n sleep n repeat over n over again..since d snowflakes is off =(
but i stil think of it~ (n mcd breakfast)XD

monday, is my off day, n it's my day :D
hope everything go smooth on that day~
"i close my eye, n , pray~ "
support justin bieber k? =)

bye bye

Thursday, April 14, 2011

dis few day

working n working~
leg pain n pain~
makan n makan~
boring n boring~

keep playing island paradise now, keep fishing lik wat i'm fishing on work,
ops, i shud nt do that, no more next time k :D

working, talking bout ex,
oh~ no feel at all,
i'm totally let go la,
or i shud say i'm totally let go for a long time,
when got to noe something,
realy get shock~
but it proven that wat i feel is correct,
luckily i'm free from it now :D
n i happy wif u nw...n hope u dun always bully me again!
btw, i feel that working place sure hav ppl discuz about me,
cuz about...
but i dun care,
cuz the mouth is urs...
so juz talk watever u lik to talk...
n i accidentally told something,
aiks, sure many ppl will got to noe soon,(6th sense told me)
but nvm la!
i cant do anythg to stop it...

n mum, i'm gonna tell u something,
actually i'm so worry those word "dun put so much heart into it 1st"
altho it's true but wil influence me a lot,
i will think a lot n bcum so sensitive,
n den problem come...
wat to do?

Monday, April 11, 2011

u

always felt u not enuf time to acc me,
and very pek cek + bo song,
after have a long talk,
oni then i realized i dun und the situation,
but u have fault also, n so do i...
mayb in other ppl's eye,
u seldom acc me, never use ur time on me,
but now i understand d reason, so i accept it...
or i shudn't care too much o how ppl luk on us...

nice to say v both din argue, juz talk bout d problem "peacefully",
dis is wat i appreciate,
but stil have a bit hard feeling,
cuz the problem cant solve now o being solved immediately
wat can v do now is have to understand 1st, and after sometime, it will be fine,
i hope this problem wil getting fine...


and the word i said: "i noe u wun do that!impossible..."
nt want to indirect forced u to do something,
juz...i dun hope u simply give me hope and then end up i disappointed again,
lik wat happen always on us in laz time...
but u change a lot, thx..GOd! n u...

that's all for us,
suddenly felt that understanding and communication is very important in relationship...cuz i never noe there is so much thing behind this..
so for all the couple,
pls do understanding n communicate to prevent unnecessary misunderstanding,
good luck!

Sunday, April 10, 2011

active

hah! my blog bcum so active due to the boredom in holiday...
kinda sad, i was so bored it juz 1st day of my holiday,
can some1 help me make it more interesting, i cant make it alone XD

as usual, go to uncle shop eat steam lala~
as usual also, d lala is stil so delicious~
as usual alalalso, something happened over thr,
hw come they use such unethic way to fight for sales?
how unethic?
let me tel u, dey do something and make all my uncle 's customer dun1 to come due to some "worry" of car?
it juz make both restaurant die togather!
dun forget u r at the same area...
stupid!
hope this thing can de solve asap...fight!

aha~i rmb my previous post said about i feel lonely in kl rite,
now feel bored,
what shud i choose? both i also dun like XD
but choose bored la, better than lonely ...

2moro go kl again to bring back all my thingy, really a lot,
n i dun think it is neccessary to list in here,
but i want say i can hug my big big domo again after 2moro~ haha
bye...:D

p/s: I AM SO LAZY AND TIRED OF WAITING U PLAY DOTA! TIRED. GTH LA!

Saturday, April 9, 2011

holidayyyyyyyyyyy :D

hahaha, finally finish the exam,
doesn't matter it can pass o nt 1st, cuz v can step in the exam hall means dunid to repeat~ i dun think i wanna stay at kl ady after graduate, so the most important thing is hope i wun serious until repeat, n successfully i didn't XD

hmm, kinda suprise i got enuf time for this time exam,
b4 exam start, i was so worry cuz my frens said "har, v read a lot leh" cuzz b4 they told this to me i said i read a bit oni, cuz feel like i have ntg much 2 read,
but when see the exam paper, ho seh la, d thing i din read din come out!! haha~

btw, stil can complete it, the oni thingy is i duno wat i wrote is whether right o wrong, no confident on my ans...
but, tht's nt the point! d point is we r merdeka, n now i'm currently at klang~
enjoy-nya at here...kl make me feel lonely...but goin 2 work soon in 3 days after this...come and find me for lunch leh...=/

i shud end my rubbish post here, wonder people read my blog, who really concern my blog , i think not more than 5, pity =(
zao 1st, bye

Friday, April 8, 2011

tomorrow is d exam~

haha, after read all the notes, my mind bcum more empty~
actuali i dun noe wat to read, i juz read all the big title, hope can elaborate well in 2moro...
ntg to read...but 1 word from a fren of mine make a very deep impression 4 me, n i felt it quite true is he siad " But when facing the paper oni know many things never read:( "
hahaha, dun hope this kind of thing happen in 2moro!
gud luck to me n all other candidate-fren...:)

n yea~~
finally holiday is coming,
gonna play to the max in this 2 days,
den work!! :(
muvi, yumcha, sleep 99, shopping is a must~

hah, u r come back at the right time,
we work on the same time, same place,
hope i din yam until scare...XD
nice to meet u back, colleague...

ah, another thing is,
suddenly feel like... or i shud say i hope nobody wil find me in fb chat box,
for those who like to find ppl chat for whole day, and almost do it everyday
pls dun do this,
i need my own time,
chat for once a while can, but dun everyday + all the time pls!!!
i want to say this since laz week...

actuali i felt that i'm changing
i like to analyse myself
tht's make so much rubbish in my blog abt myself XD
i felt i'm changing when i saw a status, 没有你我爱上寂寞
wth dis is disgusting!!
and getting dislike to read those emo article,
n addicted to something yengz n funny n lame~
i think the "happy" me is back~ wuhoo

oh!!
ssg is having one more couple, congratez, n stay sweet~ hehe :D
18 members then? XD
yet, hope another fren is enjoying her single life,
all a fren wat is u to be happy, take care :)

nowadays i'm so sensitive to those word "everyday noe how to play oni" "leg so itchy, always go here n thr" "every day eat eat eat, face fat fat" said by a "mature" man...
nah, i have my own pasah~ i will arrange my thing, i also have my own task n plan ok, but i noe u r joking, so i dun care XD

again, gud luck for my exam n happy holiday~ weeeeee

Saturday, April 2, 2011

april fool

this april fool i get fool by god!
y i'm sick on tht day and make so mch things happen?
but now is ok dy,
dun hope this fool affect frenship...

n yet, duno gud news o bad news,
i got "bruno mars" number,
thx 4 all the help ya,
stil can work in his live concert...
haha...
interesting dao.....
so i consider 80%get fool by u all la...SSG,
cuz i din send my resume 4 yeang...>.<

now, alone at room, odering mcd,
feel lik a bit forced to eat..
but nvm la, caring ma...=)
M, i'm lovin' it..=.=
haha
n thx for other thing also...many things..

exam coming, make me look more forward to holiday,
sometimes happy because holiday coming, sometimes worry bout exam,
conflict of emotion....>.<

hope all thing fas fas over, i wan go jogoya , genting, and awsv!!!
88~
Red Lollipop