Days. Us. Love

Simply find this picture so important to me...
3things in this pic is meaningful & impressive...
Hope we can live our life forever like this! <3

慢慢变了

开始觉得，自己慢慢变了，
以前整天拿着电话信息的我，
变得懒惰看信息了，一通电话，搞定！

开始觉得，自己慢慢变了，
以前整天埋怨他爱打机，不够时间陪我，
现在却懂得找些事来做，比如上网，听歌，看戏，而不再一直埋怨，
不再像以前一样上网，听歌，看戏却带着不满的心情消磨时间来一边等他。

开始觉得，自己慢慢变了，
以前就算气坏，都觉得不要骂脏话啦，不好听，
现在觉得，想骂就骂，难道一句脏话，你就不再是好个女孩？
不过还是要看看场合~

开始觉得，自己慢慢变了，
不怕闷了，总会找些事来做，
原来静静的，无所事事的，也没什么，只是感觉时间在漫步，
虽然如此，还是怕寂寞，
因为你，我几乎没有寂寞过....
而我所谓的寂寞，是没有人明白你，了解你，
但你没让我这样觉得，很庆幸。

开始觉得，自己慢慢变了，
变得不再细心，越来越不敏感，
一时谁感到怎样，我也没发觉，
也很少再因为敏感而想太多和不开心，也越来越不顾虑，
到底是不是坏事？可是这样我过得比较开心ya
但不细心不代表关不关心，就算有连接，也不是直接性的连接，
纯粹这样认为~

所以，
不细心不代表不关心，
不埋怨不代表不在意，
不怕闷不代表不需要，

以上种种，是习惯还是看开？

不过但答案不重要...

123

here again,
ytd heard a spooky story,
happened on a ppl around me,
no wonder i found him very weird,
talk weirdly n act weirdly,
and the true story bout water ghost make me can't drive properly,
my mind keep thinkin bout it, and cant focus :(
and u, i noe your eye can see what more than us..
i was kinda suprise when u say somethg bout my car... O.O


suddenly plan to further study,
but of course not study in college or wat,
juz plannin to take cert o program...
since i saw many company hiring hr officer who noe payroll and have at least 1 year experience.. :D
wat i need juz nid to learn labour law somethg lik that,and continue work wat i workin nw...
to get better paid....
3k 3k~ :X


hope the trip can success...
bcz this is the 1st time u ask me for trip~
and struggling now to keep better body shape lolz....
juz for d trip & d dinner
beachhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :)

Classes

Nowadays I keep having topic of different classes... Seems lik inspiring me to learn something new... :)
-Belly dance-
recommended by Vian, she asking any1 of us want to join? Im ok wif it... Im thinkin of belly dance can let me slim down, not bad... But not enuf ppl so nt able to join tht class...
-singing class-
When being invited to sing k on march, I was thinking wth? I plan to join singing class but din "implement" it.. Hmm... I was asking bout d fees last time, 200++... lolz... thats too expensive for me... N i can just practice in toilet ba?! So... Out! :(
- guitar class -
Wanna learn it since form4... But cannot afford... When cum to college, stil can't afford... So I missed the chance... Nw ar... Dun1 ady lu... I'm gonna learn something that can slim down... I wil put ' exercise' class as my priority.... So that I wun keep imagine the fat is sedang accumulate at my stomach after lunch & dinner...xD
-piano class-
Juz write for fun where I saw the ads about piano class at somewhr ytd...:DD

Boring lik a dead blog....?
I heard a very interesting class today!
It's ' breathing clAss' ....
hah... The class is teaching us the thing v doing every second , lolz!
No la... Actuali the class is teaching us breathe in the right way...
How to say breathing in a right way? I also duno... U shud go for the clAss...or google it...xD
The class is around Bayu or bkt tinggi lah...

That's all...for today...:)
Speech ended... Lolz

v-day

hmm...
celebrate it earlier...
went to 1u oni for macaroon( finally i have it) very special taste , but too sweet >.<
but too sad when i was trying to snap the best pic of it, the lighting kacau kacau, at last the pic is nt nice, ish! so im not plan to upload it...
here is the pic i get from internet, looks more delicious? XD



lets have more idea bout it....



before this day v went to icity,
after that plan to eat a very nice western food at the cafe near ims building at almost bukit raja thr,
but i used to guide the wrong way, so we went to centro, but after read d menu, we dun feel like order....;/
den change to espress, btw, the food is nice...
after late dinner we watch the wedding diary at mbo,
quite nice lahhh :)


when the right day,
saw lotsa ppl, like wat yeang say "sai meng" post the picture of flower n chocolate dey received,
i hav some hard feeling...
y i din get at least 1 of dem....:(
den emo, den argue as usual ( like last year!)
den as usual again, we r fine now :)

on9 on that day,
saw yeang n chat wif her,
den hav a spontaneous - 30 min - outing wif her....XD
hah, finally i have date on v-day...:D
but time is too little for us to chat ,
hope hav a spontaneous outing nex time ! :)

How to love ?

Accidentally saw this article that give me some thought....
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怎么去爱一个男人、请仔细看下去! ♡

年轻时，我们不懂爱。我们以为不许他抽烟，是为了不让他得肺癌；不许他喝酒，是为了保护他的肝；不许他看通宵，不许他上网，是为了保证他的睡眠；不许他和朋友打牌、上馆子，是为了不让他荒废事业，一事无成-
爱他，我们就要给他一定的空间。我们不能因为爱，就剥夺了他的爱好和自由。男人抽烟喝酒，就像女人逛街穿衣一样，那是一种由衷的快乐。没有了它，男 人就少 了太多的快乐。所以，如果不是嗜烟酗酒，如果不至于影响健康，那么，抽烟的时候帮他点火，喝酒的时候陪他来两杯吧！也许你会发现，他的快乐其实 就是你的快 乐-
男人喜欢什么，陪他就好了，窝在他的怀里，看他笑，看他狂，看他丧气，你只要陪着他就好，不要抱怨，也许当时他把你忘了，以至于你睡着了，他都不知道， 但 是，当他忙完时，他一定会温柔地抱起你。男人爱上网，你就让他上吧，有些时候，男人可以在网中找到成就感，找到英雄感，人总要有点精神寄托的。男人 当然更 是少不了朋友的，只要他不是夜夜笙萧，偶尔和朋友聚聚，你该为他高兴。一个有朋友的人，他才不会孤独，不会偏执。不要嫉妒他的朋友，不要说你没有他的朋 友 重要，一个人的一生中，除了爱情，亲情，他还需要友情的-
拥有时，我们不懂爱，易把亲近当疏远 。 我们会发现，我们爱的那个男人对谁都好。他在车上可以和陌生人亲切的交谈；他看见有老人会热心地让座；他在路上跟每一个熟悉的人打招呼；在外面他似 乎事事 周全，可是，唯有对我们，他是那样的容易忽略。他会忘了你的生日，他会忘了陪你逛街，甚至放假后，他倒头就睡，他竟然都不陪你说话。你很疑惑，为什么， 为 什么这个男人他对谁都好，唯独对我毫不重视？他陪朋友可以聊到深夜，为什么面对我竟无话可说，为什么让他陪我看电视，他就说累了要睡觉？亲爱的，千万不 要 这样想，他对谁都好，对谁都周全，那是因为他和他们有距离。男人是很虚荣的，他要面子，他也要应酬。而你，你是他的爱人，在他眼里，你就是自己人，他无 须 在你面前活得那样累。所以，你要明白一点，男人对你忽略，其实，正是把你当作自己一样的看待。所以，不要抱怨他忽略你，记住，只要他能在和别人亲切交谈 的 时候紧握着你的手，在晚上睡觉的时候紧抱着你的身躯，那么，你就无须自己折磨自己。你要相信，他爱你就像爱自己-
拥有时，我们不懂爱，易把 任性当撒娇。爱一个人就有权利霸道地说：“不要穿那件衣服，难看死了。穿这件，这是我新给你买的。”张晓风在《一个女人的 爱情观》里如是说。其实，很多女 人在她们的男人面前都是这样霸道任性的。我们以为爱他，就有权利要他这样，不要他那样。我们以为爱他，就可以翻看他的 口袋，看他的聊天记录，检查他的邮 箱。我们以为爱他，当然就可以在他面前毫无隐瞒的发泄我们的情绪-
我们可以霸道，可以任性，只要我们的霸道能让他体会到我们的依赖，只要我们的任性能够让他开心，那么所有的情绪都是可爱的撒娇：在寂静的夜里，你蹭 在他的 怀里，不肯去睡是撒娇；走累的时候，你说走不动了要他背你，是撒娇；在他生气的时候，你摇摇他的胳膊，亲亲他的脸蛋是撒娇。总之，撒娇是爱情的调味品， 是 亲昵爱恋的自然流露，撒娇绝不是吵架的导火线。当我们的撒娇变成了一种执拗，当我们的任性变得不讲道理，当我们的爱恋变成了不信任。亲爱的，爱情将和我 们 渐行渐远-
拥有时，我们不懂爱，易把怀疑当调侃-
我们爱他，真的，这种爱甚至可以深入骨髓。我们以为世界上只有这个男人最好，我们以为我们爱的男人，别的女人也一定喜欢。于是，我们把他含在口里怕化了，捧在手里怕碎了。我们不知道该怎样珍惜才好，我们变得患得患失，神经紧张-
因为爱他，所以，我们害怕失去。我们惟恐一不小心，他就被哪个女人给拐跑了。于是，我们开始失去自我，我们开始敏感多疑-
爱他，我们就要相信他。只有你相信他，你才能更加幸福。因为你感觉到了幸福，你才会更爱他，而他也将更加爱你。而怀疑一旦植入你的心中，你的爱便在 一点点 消失。因为，你总把他往坏里想，自然，心理暗示着自己一天天远离他。你在痛苦中煎熬，你伤害着自己，也伤害着爱人。爱不是占有，爱是宽容 宽厚 是通达 是理解-

support

support,
y let me hear it??
izit bcz god feel that this muz let me noe den create a chance to let me noe?
bcz of the person dey support,
but wat he do shit,
nex year dun ask me help,
nt feel happy after help,
i rather dun1 help u,
i wil feel better,
at least nobody uphappy,
juz wanna tel u,
hw u treat my "dem"
i will double treat bac on u...
hw u count lik this,i wil double count bac,
i dun care ur consequence,
bcz u nvr think of their side too,
its totally nt fair,
dey nt deserve that, dey deserve more than that (a lot!),
gettin upset when writting this,
my dear guest pls dun ask me wat is this abt,
juz wanna express without save as draft, lolz


im not taking package,
all unhappy thing dunid to cum together,
1 is enuf!!
it's a accident,
nobody want this incident happen,
i noe u angry but i cant do anything,
make me more pek cek & moody!
stop here, bye