创造者

我觉得我是一个创造者，
在行创造梦，
不是梦想的梦，
是发梦的梦....+.+
都会把最近发生的小事情连接，变成梦...:/

I wanna b dj...:/

远

觉得跟你距离越来越远，
看到你还会突然觉得很陌生，
会想，我到底这一年是怎样跟你熟起来的，然后头脑出现的竟然是一片空白...
很多话和意见我都说出来，因为不要这些小问题滚成一颗大雪球，
结果雪球还是存在，因为说出来不代表已经解决了，
再加上原来我自以为的背后还有一颗雪球从背而来，
整个人好象背这一个很重很重的东西，
可是却说不出一个到底？
我是怎样

You x 14

朋友，
不要因为我的不回不找 (msg,comment,watsapp)
胡思乱想ah
我还是记挂你们的:)
纯粹懒惰...
Love all <3

一时

做么一时觉得自己幸运时就很幸运，一时倒霉就很倒霉？！
连续两次想要什么，晚上就实现...幸运！
特地拿假去做passport，等了整个钟多，要轮到我时就整个system出问题，叫我明天再来过，
小姐，你以为拿假象放屁这么容易咩？
唉...

almost 2 months

i pregnent i din update my blog almost 2 months,
2day is mother's day,
wish my leng leng mum and take care me since i small geh mi happy mother's day!
stay healthy, and happy :)
i can't split myself into 2 so i have to make choice to go either 1 side :(


i'm going to briefly talk about what's going on on me in this 1 month plus...
and here is it...

wanna jump over the small chair but failed, went to medical center .

when reach arunamari, straight away they take wheel chair for me because i  cant walk. 

wrap and take off few times.

in this 2 weeks, i keep visit medical center den tie da few times... but until now my leg stil pain...spend a lot $     on my leg...so sakit hati the $ not my leg...:(
but luckily i an claim back the $ i spend in medical center bcz i got medical card... it save back few hundred...

here is the cheque , can claim full :) waiting another cheque masuk pocket.

one of my fren say her finger injured the medical bill rm 100 plus and she get rm400...how gud! because she buy medical card with accident 1, wonder if my insurance plan with accident how much i can get? XD but it's ok la, we get wat we paid.

thinking if i stil work as part time promoter i have to stand whole day and i cant work because of my leg, mayb i shud take accident plan. because i cant work and i have no income, i nid the $ from insurance to cover a bit my $...

hah, that's the weakness of part time job altho salary is quite high...

feeling lucky i stil can cope with my work altho i mc few days...and luckily i can drive because is my left leg injured...:) and im ok now...


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2ndly, i have to say R.I.P to my uncle. He is the best uncle we ever have in our chilhood. He is kind hearted among all the uncle. but unfortunately he had kidney failure (i think is because he been a vegetarian almost 20 years and in these years he just ate too much vege food that contains a lot of stabilizer,preservative and because of those food, he lack of protein any other vitamin or watever in meat) and passed away.
who i worried the most is my grandma, she cry and cry all the time in the funeral. >.<
one month passed, even now sometimes we stil can see she is crying, :(

uncle din buy insurance, zero income and use up all his $ for medical, when he stay in hospital and he accidentally heard my mum and aunt talking bout medical fees he say he will return us. he don't want us to bare the fees, we all know he give up his life and passed away is because he dont want us to bare too much and dont want see my grandma so tired everyday to take care on him... so...

peeps, take care ur health, and love the ppl around u because u doesnt know what will happen tomorrow!!



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dreaming ppl around me passed away and cry until wake up...
this feeling is horrible.....
but they say dreaM is opposite with reality... hope so...
did u ever dream of some1 u love passed away ? D:


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arghhhhhhhh, y so many sad things......?
stop it!!

xin hun kuai le to my cousin :)
hope my leg condition is good enuf to attend your wedding dinner:)

when is my turn?
always heard this from relative,
NO! i want enjoy more single life 1st....
take care of children is too early for me nw.

i wanna earn more money,
travel few countries,
have my own car,
have my dream room n toilet, if possible have my dream house XD
get a job i wish to work permanently,
hav a more crazy life,
have more outing,
have a strong social network,
have a memorable proposal from my love 1 after 25 years old may be i will married XD


bye. =)

Days. Us. Love

Simply find this picture so important to me...
3things in this pic is meaningful & impressive...
Hope we can live our life forever like this! <3

慢慢变了

开始觉得，自己慢慢变了，
以前整天拿着电话信息的我，
变得懒惰看信息了，一通电话，搞定！

开始觉得，自己慢慢变了，
以前整天埋怨他爱打机，不够时间陪我，
现在却懂得找些事来做，比如上网，听歌，看戏，而不再一直埋怨，
不再像以前一样上网，听歌，看戏却带着不满的心情消磨时间来一边等他。

开始觉得，自己慢慢变了，
以前就算气坏，都觉得不要骂脏话啦，不好听，
现在觉得，想骂就骂，难道一句脏话，你就不再是好个女孩？
不过还是要看看场合~

开始觉得，自己慢慢变了，
不怕闷了，总会找些事来做，
原来静静的，无所事事的，也没什么，只是感觉时间在漫步，
虽然如此，还是怕寂寞，
因为你，我几乎没有寂寞过....
而我所谓的寂寞，是没有人明白你，了解你，
但你没让我这样觉得，很庆幸。

开始觉得，自己慢慢变了，
变得不再细心，越来越不敏感，
一时谁感到怎样，我也没发觉，
也很少再因为敏感而想太多和不开心，也越来越不顾虑，
到底是不是坏事？可是这样我过得比较开心ya
但不细心不代表关不关心，就算有连接，也不是直接性的连接，
纯粹这样认为~

所以，
不细心不代表不关心，
不埋怨不代表不在意，
不怕闷不代表不需要，

以上种种，是习惯还是看开？

不过但答案不重要...